ruok?

snapshots of my sweetie pies

2011-10-24T11:47:00.002+08:00

sweet momento on my birthday

2011-10-24T11:28:00.003+08:00

another day passed..and my years gone by...however, life is too short to live so let's live to the fullest...we had a jolly good afternoon on 23 October 2011...Thanks to mak and abah for the lovely blueberry cake...nothing compares to both of you...

My beloved papa gave me as usual the best birthday gifts...how could I do the same..you always gave me so much...Thank you my love.

My 3 sweetie pies..they gave me the card (which I paid..hahaha) ..how I love you guys so much!

My buddies (Amin and Aida) who brought me to happy hours session..yes I do like it a lot...

My FB friends for all the wishes that I need most..

Thanks a lot everybody who cherished me on my birthday...you will be well remembered...

xoxoxo

Fuza.

more graduation pictures...

2011-10-24T11:24:00.003+08:00

my graduation...

2011-10-24T10:52:00.008+08:00

Alhamdulillah...at last I was conferred Master of Business Administration (majoring in International Business) at the UPM's 35th Convocation, Sunday 16th of October 2011. Missed the last batch which included all my class friends but so lucky to have ana and some friends with me along the convo.

Papa, Nia and Adeq accompanied me which makes me a happy mother. All the pain and time that were tied to my endeavour have been well paid with the happiness in their faces and not forgetting the blossom of flowers and cuddles in my arms...thank you so much papa and my gals..although Daryn was not around..her presence is felt the most as I carried her during my final semester and my dilemma in writing my project paper. I thanked Allah SWT and my family for their strong and continuous support that this achievement goes to you for every love that you showers me...tq again..i love you all...

1 Syawal 1432H...

2011-09-08T09:58:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin
Tulus Ikhlas Daripada:
Khairul Azmir Ahmad
Mahfuzah Baharin
Nur Dania Qistina Khairul Azmir
Nur Dhiya Marissa Khairul Azmir
Nur Daryn Amanda Khairul Azmir
30 Ogos 2011
Kediaman Merab Pesona Kajang

Iftar @ Suasana Sahara PICC, Putrajaya 7 August 2011/7 Ramadhan 1432H

2011-08-11T09:18:00.004+08:00

It's foodie fiesta...however, syukur alhamdulillah for the rezeki...enjoy the food, enjoy the panorama..blissful iftar

Daryn sweetie in baju kurung...

2011-08-11T09:15:00.002+08:00

She is 14 months and clad in baju kurung for this coming raya...come to mama my sweet 'lil gal!

Up, Close & Personal with Anuar Zain on top of the world..

2011-07-19T10:55:00.006+08:00

288 metres above sea level...yup that was the height of our dinner date with Anuar Zain. Although was seated at the least priority seat, we enjoyed the night so much but not overjoyed as it was the night of nisfu sya'aban. there were 10 of us seated among the 240 guests watching afdlin shauki as usual his funny and cute jokes...we laughed a lot! i guess without him it could be only Anuar Zain to save the day...

well..for Anuar Zain, what can we say bout the owner of a voice "nowhere in this world". He enjoyed singing that everything came from within. But upset to say..he was not visiting our table don't know why??maybe we were not paying for his up,close & personal..just take that positive reason. He sang the fav numbers such as Ketulusan Hati, Kau Bunga Cintaku and the closure Sedetik Lebih..other songs including Epilog Cinta Dari Bromley (Suhaimi Mior Hassan) and Cry Me A River and Tiada Maaf BagiMu (Kak Pah).

It was a great nite, but sadly there was none of his personal picture captured live..only candid snapshots...

Table A-13 Guests of Honour...

My Baby turns 1...

2011-07-01T11:37:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to Daryn Amanda...17 June 2011. Me & hubby celebrated Daryn's birthday with a small party engaging relatives and friends..I cooked lontong and soto plus the 3.5kg cake bought from a Malay Bakery in Bangi..which was awesome! and worth buying..the red velvet too very smooth and yummy..the kids got goodies bag and enjoyed the party as much as the mummys and daddys circling the buffet table and eating for hundreth times..thank you for all the cute gifts and Daryn loves it so much..actually the sisters love it too..although I was not well during the preparation of the party, it was a success..thanks to mom and everyone who helped me..can't do it without you.

Me @ Sutera Harbour KK Resort 5 - 7 June 2011

2011-07-01T11:17:00.003+08:00

Believe it or not..I have to be one of the presenters for National Biogas Seminar participated by 200 entrepreneurs and companies! and..this was my first time ever!...however, with all the guts I had I did it. It compromised with the Hotel I stayed with Muhai (my sole bodyguard paid by hubby). Sutera Harbour as ethereal as the name..I can never forget how charming the scenary of the sea and Mount Kinabalu...I always longing to come back for holiday of course..Although this was my third visit to KK it is always on work which I had limited time to discover Sabah. KK..I'll be back for the sea and mountain!

Things We Did During School Break...

2011-07-01T11:04:00.003+08:00

School break is every kids' dream..however, due to hubby's tight schedule and my trip to KK Sabah, our time for school break limited...we managed to go to Dinner @ Revolving Restaurant Menara KL and Sunway Lagoon...and the kids were happy.

Best Rockestra Concert in the World...

2011-05-09T09:55:00.007+08:00

Wings, the 3rd rock group in the world to perform along with Orchestra after Metallica an Scorpion had marked the way...I've booked the ticket since February although the performance was due on 1st May 2011 @ Panggung Sari, Istana Budaya 8.30pm. Wings, Opera Hidup, marked a history concert in Malaysia. I went there with hubby and sister and we were rocking for 2 and half hours...non-stop!all were killer songs from as early as the first edition till the last...the concert also reunited x-lead guitarist, sham from the first album, Belenggu Irama, Jojet the drummer and 2 ex-singers, Mus from May and Mel. Favourite songs..Biarkan Berlalu, Lagu Jaket Biru, Inspirasi Taming Sari, Jerangkung Dalam Almari and the slow numbers, Sejati, Di Ambang Wati and all time fav..Taman Rashidah Utama.

Joe, lead guitarist for his slow number single...it cut me deep inside and able to bring back the old memories where i wished i can play guitar and mom said nono..the concerts showed how talented each of the Wings members..and I was impressed with their effort to bring the best of the best..indeed a big congratulations to Joe as the Director for the Concert and Mustafa Fuzer Nawi the Conductor for Orkestra Simfoni Kebangsaan..which was totally awesome!!! Awie as usual funny and he's still the best...we really2 enjoyed it and wish there'll be more historical events like this coming to us...

Posing pre-concert with Harley Davidson motorbikes...wish I had one!

The Royal Wedding of the Year...Will & Kate

2011-05-09T09:32:00.005+08:00

The sweet & charming pair, Prince William and Katherine Elizabeth Middleton, ties knot on 29 April 2011 and marked the history of royal wedding for the Kingdom of Britain in a glamour and simplicity celebration...I just love her elegant wedding gown..less is more. Hopefully she will not follow the fate of her late mother-in-law...

semoga kekal dunia wal akhirat...

2011-05-06T19:08:00.003+08:00

The closure of April...my brother sails with happiness as he tied matrimony with Erda Jaslaine bt Abdullah on 30 April 2011 at Masjid Al-Rahimah, Jalan Desa Pandan, KL in a simple and private wedding as this is the second wedding for him. Everything went smoothly alhamdulillah..especially when me n maiza had to run here and there to get the hantaran and bunga pahar ready on the wedding day...anyway it worked, and hopefully this will be his last marriage. May Allah SWT bless your marriage with happiness and rezki yang murah...amin ya rabbal 'alamin...

Some pictures to remember...

Tahniah Daddy Dear...

2011-04-28T09:30:00.005+08:00

Hope's not too late to post this entry...Alhamdulillah, my dearie husband received an award for his dedication...Anugerah Mahkota Wilayah (AMW) yang membawa gelaran...(not yet...!) on 1st February 2011 from YDP Agong Tuanku Mizan. I was so glad that at this age to accompany him to the prestigious award giving...I hope that papa will be successful in years to come. Truly support and love you and always proud of you..

Some pictures around Istana Melawati Putrajaya...

Farewell Mother-In-Law...

2011-04-21T10:22:00.005+08:00

Monday 11th April 2011 marked a very sad moment for the rest of my hubby's family including me and the kids as our beloved mother/mother in law/grandmother passed away @ 10.45 a.m in her house at Apartment Putra Ria Jalan Bangsar. It was a shocked to all of us as we just discharged her from PUSRAWI on Tuesday night a week before as the doctor allowed her to head home after being put in the hospital for her stomach problem for almost 2 weeks.

I was so guilty for not being able to visit her the weekend before her death...I almost felt that she was allright as I always got positive remark from hubby after she got back from the hospital. Well, only Allah knows everything and she bid us goodbye without us around her except for my hubby's younger brother. She passed away at the age of 65. She long suffered kidney problem and was on dialysis for 2 years.

I thanked everybody who helped us on that day...and we also thanked those who sadaqah to the family and all that we can pay is by praying to Allah that may Allah give back to you the best in life in dunia wal akhirat.

Thank you Mak/Nenek...your love and dedication will never be forgotten...We love & miss you so much.

AL-FATIHAH.

Dalam Kenangan...Allahyarham Puan Zainah bt. Adnan

Semoga arwah ditempatkan bersama para solihin, Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin

Happy Hours....

2011-04-21T10:19:00.001+08:00

I enjoyed to be around d kids...although have to go through the hassles

Daryn Amanda is 10 months....

2011-04-21T10:15:00.003+08:00

Fuza Jr.- she looks just like me when I was a baby....

daryn amanda is growing up...my little sweet pea

2011-01-13T11:49:00.001+08:00

she's becoming 7 mths old next monday (17/1/2011)

more pictures in HK...

2011-01-13T11:23:00.006+08:00

pokerface....

"i am the new president of the United States.."

mr. leon lai, can i take a bike ?

bad romance huh?

want roti mr pavarotti?

partners in crime..

all 4 one and one for all

u know i'm bad!

buddy2...wif obama??

me n johnny..gorgeous!

what's under??haha..

she's bad!!

like a virgin...

material gals...

what r u thinking of mr hopkins?

our heads are equally shine...just joking..

astrogals and astroboy

what is e=mc? is it eat=mc donalds?

bond gals...young n unloaded

bend it like beckham...

pictures in HK Disneyland

2011-01-13T10:59:00.006+08:00

hollywood or HK?

Dhiya in action

@ disneys hollywood hotel

hey..what's up dania?

i am here!!!

looking for princess @ aurora's castle

yo..yo..disney here we come

in fantasyland

posed in front of hotel

HKDisneyland nite pose

lil princesses with Goofy the Santa

no Mickey..jez Goofy..no hal la

mum and gals strike a pose

omg..it's really Cinderella!

pops and gals in Disneyland

Our trip to fantasy....

2011-01-13T09:49:00.002+08:00

it was a very splendid holiday of the year when both of us decided to take the kids to Hong Kong for school break..this idea was thrown out several years ago and only been materialised last year. the four of us (me, hubby, dania & dhiya) were on the jet ride starting 10 December until 13 December to enjoy the enchanted parks of Disneyland..

the first day we did nothing coz we reached HK at 6pm and its already nightime..so we just proceeded to Disneys Hollywood Hotel and get our hotel room immediately...we felt so alive when we were there...the ambience and the characters were all around us and we can't wait to go to the Disneyland the next morning. we were lucky because the fireworks @ the park started at 9pm..we watched with oohh and ahh for about 15 minuites..thanks to my Sony Handycam that captured all the mesmerizing fireworks that night.

the next morning the kidz were so excited to get there. of course i had to feed our stomach with full tank loaded with rice..(thanks sis for asking me to bring the mini rice cooker..it was so convenient..and not forgetting all the brahims and yeos instant food). we board on the hotel shuttle and for 10 mins ride we reached Disneyland....see pics..it described thousand of words.

we managed to cover all three parks namely the fantasyland, the adventureland and the tomorrowland...and the best rides we loved were winnie the pooh (fantasyland), it's a small world (fantasyland), jungle river cruise (adventureland), tarzan's treehouse (adventureland) and the unforgettable space mountain (never again!). nevertheless, we enjoyed ourselves plus some here and there..

however..due to time constraints plus my wrong calculations on time spend in each park, we missed a lot of things such as the lion king show, the buzz light year ride and the most we didn't get a picture with Mickey and Minnie because we missed the parade. but it was relieved by pictures with our dream princess..cinderella. the best shows we've been were philharmagic (awesome 3D) and the Golden Mickeys. the closure of our visit was the toy parade plus snow falls in USA main street...I wish that we could be here again another time and to spend 2 days solid for Disneyland!

the third day we made our way to HK Island by MTR..it was really covenience..the train was clean and the people were just so private..i mean they don't care bout us..we went to the Peak which was located @ the Central area..it was a ride to remember with train travel like 70-90 degrees ride (like in bukit bendera of Penang). at the Peak we took breathtaking pictures and the wind was so strong and chill at the same time...the interesting part of it dog owners walked their ultra-breed dogs..i mean like the chihuahua type and the poodles so cute that some are as big as human and as small as a baby doll in the pram.

we were then entered the hall of fame of Madamme Tussauds and manage to get celebrity shots such as angelina jolie and brad pitt, jackie chan, michael jackson, madonna, ladygaga and more..
after that we walked back to Central station and board the MTR to Tung Chung factory outlets. there were not so much of interesting goods to buy except Coach and Burberry where i bought a nice coach handbag for mum and a burberry belt for myself. the kids were really tired and slept in the Coach outlet while I shopped. I also bought several clothes in Esprit. Actually I was so annoyed to see ladies in their boots and how irritating to find out that the outlet has so limited boots to offer and its winter season!i was so dissapointed, should've look around MV or Pavilion before I went to HK..(at last i found at Zara after I came back). We shopped a little..because we bought the kids so..it's not that fun to shop with kids around, they were so irritated with me..
We went back to hotel around 8pm and did our last shopping for souvenirs @ the Disneyland shop...I think we've spent a lot on souvenirs rather than for ourselves..but that's okay.

the last day, we left hotel@ 7 am coz our flights boarding at 9.30am, so we proceeded to the airport and before boarding I manged to buy myself le Pliage LongChamp bag (at least)..we decided to come again coz we missed a lot of places such as ShimShaTsui and Mongkok. Perhaps we should spend more than 4 days to fully experienced Hong Kong places of interest. we reached kl @ 2.30pm with an unforgettable memories..

gambar2 kenangan di angkor wat, siem reap, cambodia

2010-08-30T09:37:00.002+08:00

aku n hubby memang seronok masa kt siem reap, cambodia...although this is a work trip tapi tak nak la ketinggalan menyaksikan peninggalan sejarah yang sangat unik...sempat jugakla pergi ke beberapa wat..sebenarnye ada beratus2 lagi tapi yang famous sekali angkor wat di angkor tom dan temple tempat angelina jolie berlakon tomb raider tu...

part yang paling sedih bila kitorang pegi tasik ton le sap..mmg le keadaan agak daif kat situ..most of them stay dalam rumah perahu..situlah air minum..situlah air mandi dan basuhan..sampaikan air mineral aku yang tinggal setengah tu pun diorang nak..kalau aku tahu air sejernih tu menjadi rebutan, dah lama aku perangkut sekotak air mineral bagi budak2 kt situ..bila diorang jual hasil kraftangan, aku mesti beli jugak sebab budak2 yang jual..sedih aku tengok muka comot diorang (atau sengaja dicomotkan??). aku pergi masa tahun 2007..tu yang debab semacam je,bila la nk tembam balik camtu??

daryn's aqiqah & nuar's wedding @ bangsar 11.07.10

2010-07-23T13:17:00.002+08:00

Ahlan Wasahlan to Our 3rd Princess...

2010-06-24T12:20:00.002+08:00

Name of Baby : Nur Daryn Amanda binti Khairul Azmir

DOB : 17th June 2010 (Thursday)

TOD : 5.09 pm

POB : Hospital Pakar AnNur, Bangi

DM : C-Section

Weight : 2.65kg

checklist (as of 24/6/10)

2010-05-25T13:10:00.004+08:00

22nd June is approaching..hence so many things still not in sequence..all are playing in my mind..
therefore i better put something on this blog to make sure..that i don't miss a thing

1. baby's things...so far got all;
2.my things...99% complete
3.confinement lady...confirmed.
4.hospital...confirmed
5.project paper...approved by prof. - already sent to GSM
6.things on my office desk...delegate, accomplish or xxxx - dah delegate ngan jayanye..
7.nuar's wedding...19 june..hope can make it as hubby n me represents my inlaws - x sempat dah terberanak on 17/6/10...
8.others...so far don't know yet what's coming thru..-so far so good (dlm pantang..)

what a wonderful mother's day...

2010-05-10T09:38:00.003+08:00

yesterday was remarkable...actually since friday coz i took care of mom-in-law due to her sickness until sunday as cak'a & nani was in kampung for aqiqah..it was ok..mom-in-law appreciated my cooking especially the ikan bilis goreng kicap which was 'superb' to her (as being labeled by hubby..hahaha..tu lauk org beranak but one of my favourites during confinement). so i continued the request on sunday as well cooking for the guest..

On Saturday...hubby and the gals took me to SP for baby shopping...actually since last week on our vacation to the hottest lagoon in town..i guess bout thousand dah perabis for this baby..ye la after 5 years tak ade baby it is like getting the first one balik..so we shopped baby things on saturday..n papa took us to Coca Thai..for mother's day luncheon..thanks darling.

On sunday...baby shopping again..this time my things pulak..ye la mama pon nak brg2 for deliver and confinement, it was havoc in mv coz there was a mom and baby expo on 3rd floor..bought nothing there..it was more comfortable in Ju.....we had lunch @ Chili's. in the evening my mak n abah visited mom-in-law, i bought mother's day cake for celebration, my sis arrived a lil bit late so no pics taken wif u..sorry ye. bestnye..we had dinner together, just simple mee goreng imported from one of the kedai makan kt sungai...jadi la. at 9pm all of us departed, yeah it was tiring but i was happy with what have happened these days..it was going well as planned..alhamdulillah.

i was so damned worry that everything was not in place...firstly my unfinished project paper which is supposed to due next month..my delivery date which was yet to be determined..and no bibik showed up (bik..tolong la terima lamaran ibu..huhu). I was advised by O&G to opt for caesarean as I can't proceed with normal delivery due to some complications...Ya Allah takut la pulak...

Pics..coming soon

i'm back to work..

2010-04-13T14:28:00.002+08:00

after 21 months leaving the hassle of going to work...here i am, bound to the country's duty..

rasa macam pelik je pakai baju kurung pegi report duty..all this while akula minah student yg x tinggal faded jeans dgn bag le sportsac aku..walaupun berbadan 2..aku rasa nilah pregnancy aku dgn seluar jeans yg paling lama...

bila balik opis lama..mcm rasa org baru..ye la, aku dah ketinggalan semua kejadian kat situ..siapa yang kenal aku tu aku rasa bersyukur sangat..takut la kot2 aku dah 'jumud' sebab lama dah meninggalkan tugas. hari pertama report duty dah kena pergi meeting..kuang3x, apalagi nganga je la dulu..dapatkan feel balik.

budak2 plak dah tukar dari kelas delima ke zamrud..maknanye sampai tutup la skolah tu baru kena ambik. kesian tapi apa nak buat..mama dah start kerja. adik hari2 tanya "hari ni pergi skolah ke?" "ye adik..mama kan dah kerja, adik kena la tinggal kat skolah sampai petang ye".
diam tak diam dah setengah tahun aku tak berbibik..boleh la buat kerja rumah tu tapi aku pun dah naik risau pasal nak bersalin in 2 months ni..siapa la nak jaga sementara aku pantang awal2 tu..itupun kalau bersalin normal recover cepat..kalau cesar..alahai..x tau la..jadi aku nak offer la jawatan bibik ni kt sapa2 yang boleh bekerja jaga budak n basuh kain (mui, kalau ko nak memohon, jawatan ni aku reserve kat kau..huhuhu).

this is our momento of achievement..

2010-03-30T11:29:00.002+08:00

ngantuk tetapi bersemangat...

tempat menimba ilmu...lagi dikenang...mmg la jauhnye yg amat..letih pakcik drive (alternate driver plak asik tido je..)

papa kata anak papa klu nk pg jauh x pyh ke sintok..baik pg xanadu je

masterpiece yg berpeluh2 jantan nk mendapatkannya..kene beratur kt bilik antar jubah...

ni posing tengah panas terik setelah 5 jam kematu duduk kt dalam...senyum jgn x senyum..

congratulations my darling papa...

2010-03-29T11:50:00.005+08:00

3 couples di subuh yg hening....

Dewan MAS, UUM Sintok, Kedah

This is for the kids....

Ya..ya..ya..aku berjaya!!!

Seronotnye...rasa nk amik PHD plak..?

sempat posing berarak masuk...

KHAIRUL AZMIR BIN AHMAD

MASTER OF SCIENCE (COUNSELING)

23rd CONVOCATION CEREMONY

UNIVERSITI UTARA MALAYSIA, SINTOK, KEDAH DARUL AMAN
27 MARCH 2010

On 27 March 2010, marked a happy momento for pops and me (and baby in tummy) as we celebrated his master's graduation on UUM 23rd Convocation in Dewan MAS, UUM Sintok, Kedah..

Able to capture his happy faces..together with his 2 buddies, En Rahman and En. Zul of DBKL with spouses and children..

The procession took around 5 hours...we were there as early as 6.50 a.m. as his was the first session..and after that..yeah..lega to be out of the hall, ye la..me with 6 months belly..what an aggravation but that was not mattered as papa's happiness is more important. At 3 o'clock we proceed back to KL and on the way stopped over at Prof. Makzan's (pops' supervisor) home for quick lunch invitation..nice and unique guy with fondness of Sharifah Aini..

We were headed back to KL together with En. Zul's family..En Rahman and family stayed another night for shopping in Padang Besar..papa I really enjoyed the trip as you did..nanti kita jalan2 lagi ye..n hopefully i will graduate on this 34th Convo of UPM on October..insya Allah..

Coming soon..picture of us

For pops and his momento as graduand..we love you and proud of you..

our trip to papasz graduation, kuala perlis & padang besar aka honeymoon

2010-03-29T11:18:00.004+08:00

On 25 march 2010 we set our journey to kuala perlis (without the kids..hehe). alhamdulillah, it was a pleasant journey and everybody was in happy serum mode coz papa was looking forward for his master's graduation on saturday 27 march 2010..

we arrived kuala perlis after 2 paused at tapah rnr and gurun rnr, at around sunset..how i loved the sea, the smell and even able to capture the amazing 'langit kirmizi'...

we stayed at the Kuala Perlis Seaview Hotel..ok la for a couple..at least close to the seafood area which both of us dined and papa ate everything...especially the 4 crabs, the sotong goreng tepung, udang masak pedas all by himself and part of the pari daun for me..

the next morning we headed to Padang Besar..about 30km from Kuala Perlis and shopped till we dropped..(almost 1k..) but that's it.

dah kenyang..nak balik tido....

she's moving..

2010-03-19T23:03:00.002+08:00

so glad to feel this tummy responds to touch and i know there's someone inside growing bigger and can't wait to be out into this world..sometimes she's hiccupping, stomping and kicking..o yes how do i know it's a she? the doctor scanned her as early as 20 weeks!

my two girls are so excited to feel the move, yup dania was 1 year old when i was having dhiya and dhiya was a 'baby' until i pregnant again in 4 years time..and now they can see why mama's tummy getting bigger every day and dania keeps asking me why my belly button getting smaller and smaller..kah3x

life is so interesting but lately things are getting tougher as I'm approaching my final days to get back to work, no bibik around and about 100 days to go for labour..oh dear!

crazy bout nicholas sparks...

2010-03-10T12:23:00.003+08:00

salam,

it's been a while i stopped penning in this blog of mine...haha..biasale baby blues..but i keep on going with my bulging tummy every day and things are getting nearer...another approximately 3 months to go. so what's up wif me? i've been reading novels all the time beside spending my time thinking bout finishing my precious project paper...yah..yah..jez in 3 weeks & my life goes back to the last 2 years..pegi keje la.

lately i've been reading novels beside thinking bout finishing my precious project paper... yah..yah..yah..another 3 weeks to go..n back 2 work as usual. Nichols Sparks' novels are my craze now...the first cut was 'The Notebook' which was so...classic, then 'A Walk to Remember' which entails how love can really preserved you for such a long time..the latest..'Dear John' when choices can drive you crazy..especially when you're so in love... NS knows how to bring readers back for his next novel...the story were so heavy in feelings yet so light and simple to read..i just love his concept.

the movies too were really well translated from the novels..especially the actors..they really can bring the emotions to our soul..Nights in Rodanthe for instance starring Richard Gere and Diane Lane...best performance for 'Unfaithful'..make a comeback and gave a shot to NC's masterpiece. But why..must love ends with death?? Ask Nicholas Sparks..only true believers of love know the answer..

sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga...

2010-01-31T01:49:00.002+08:00

catchy title...but as catchy as it is..no one is being caught in the net so far but we, i mean me and hubby being caught in really double triple series of unfortunate events in the opening of 2010..first, his car broke down when we were on our meminang trip to Perak..then the next 3 days my car a.k.a confidante and bff, follow suit..i was like "what?". the best part (ke worst part?)..my laptop a.k.a soulmate for my master went dead..kaput with black screen and no goodbye..huhu

Was this meant to say.."you better watch out?". It seems that everything put us in the middle of trouble but life goes on..i really heart broken with everything coz it really hurts us a lot..it was more than just a trouble..i was not feeling well lately and my appetite drops further which is not good for my pregnancy.. i also have to get an extension for my master due to my unfinished project paper.

Luckily, there was help whenever i need..Thank you Allah...when there's a trouble, it always comes in pair..i mean a good one...Thank you to those people whom without your help and understanding will leave us in despair...apa2 pun yang terjadi ada hikmahnya dan hanya boleh kata "Sabo je la..".

passing the days without hello..

2009-12-03T02:34:00.002+08:00

hi..just me catching up..how long ye i've been lost in time again. supposedly i'd be writing bout all the marginal changes in life but somehow i just load up a big gap coz my life is lil' bit tumbling up side down...oh pls dun say bibik's not around..what a lame excuse!

laziness, not the real excuse, it was actually me who so occupied with all the responsibilities (yo la tu..) from a wife to a mother to a student to a daughter to a sister to a friend to a whatever role i've to become. but i know i'm not the only one who having these roles..so i don't want to blow up the issue...it's just i'm getting too old..or probably this 'sickness' makes me pretty blur with life...i guess.

i just realize that time is not my best friend..not just lately but all the time..probably because i didn't manage it well, so it just drifts and leaves me for whatever reason...or maybe i didn't say hello to time or greet it well..it's like i don't appreciate it? never...time is always so precious it's just jealous of me and make me feel guilt everytime it passed away...

i guess i got to do something..but there's always something else in between...maybe time will come and give me the cooling off period which probably a comma (not that stroke coma) or a totally period, hope it's a comma..so that i could continue with this journey of life with my precious and watch 'em grow and listen to their grumbles, laughter and tears...Please Allah..let me walk with time hand in hand...as I grew older..Amin.

an appreciation dinner for the guardian of my angels

2009-09-30T11:54:00.004+08:00

Bibik is going back again...but this time back for good. I plead several times to stay with benefit of lucrative pay...however, nobody can't buy love and happiness, so there goes my reliable and swift assistant...and me...huhuhu becoming the desperate housewife, AGAIN..

so, as a token of appreciation, we brought her to Chili's...to answer her question.."Chilis tu apa bu?". i know it doesn't mean please bring me to Chili's but I have the purpose to bring her there as a farewell dinner. Coincidently hubby won a prize in the golf tournament that morning so at night he suggested to take us out...but of course that golf money is not being used to buy dinner, he just so happy that he wanted to take us to dinner. So, i remembered bout that Chili's thing..so there we went..

some pictures to show..what a yummy night!

THE PEOPLE...

THE FOOD...

private open house

2009-09-27T11:10:00.004+08:00

event ni memang wajib every 2nd raya where all my siblings, mom, dad, the in laws, the nieces and nephews gathered kt rmh kecik* aku di balakong...tahun ni aku masak soto ayam & rendang ayam ngan nasi impit...dessert plak kuih sejuk n fruit cocktail...air bandung sarbat

ni saje je nk tunjuk carpet baru aku tajaan J****...tima kasih la ye bg kapet pink tu...cantik & yg paling buat aku terkejut beruk ialah harganye...mak oii..pucat muka makcik aritu dgr (4 figures u..). aku cuma usha2 je ngan hubby, tetiba tokey dia yg hensem tu kata "ha..lipat je"...mcm x caya..tu la namanye rezeki rimau...alhamdulillah!tp sbl tu aku dah beli 2 kapet yg diberi diskaun melebihi 90%...

tahun ni kuih raya 3 jenis je...yg lain kerepek n kacang...tah nape tahun ni cam x minat lg nk berkuih2..kek apatah lagi...

*ralat:"rmh kecik" tu maknanya jamban kan (ada ke patut!)...so sebenarnya "rumah saya yang bersaiz kecil", harap maklum.

sisterz in pink..

2009-09-27T10:55:00.003+08:00

ini adalah gambar2 masa raya ke2 kt kampung belah mak...ala kt kajang je, itulah kampung kami...ni lps dah lalok menjengah lebih 4 buah umah...perut pon dah mintak ampon...

pose camni susah nk dapat especially bila secara kebetulan kami 3 sisterz ni pilih pink as our raya 2009 theme. so sape yg lebih cantik? (ada jugak yg buat tanduk tu dlm umur2 camni..)

ni loving couple yg pose maut especially adik aku tu..control lawa memanjang..x leh tggl bedak dan lip glossnye..

raya in pink...pink in raya (special edition)

2009-09-25T20:53:00.002+08:00

a long pause...

2009-07-31T00:25:00.001+08:00

can guess from the title..yup it's gonna be a long pause for me to pen again. i decided to take time off for a while to give way to some unwanted vibes around me. i hate to write bout sad story...nope that's not the way i'm gonna describe my self to anybody. just to say that i'm approaching my 7th anniversary with loving hubby. thank you for your love, kind and patience. i know it's not that easy to live with a haywire person like me..but you just get through everything..yeah like a saying "against all odds". for those who purposely or accidently bump into my blog...please don't be dissapointed with my temporary departure. i'll be back once i bounced again...i hate to do this..writing's been my passion but i don't like to throw everything in blog...i love my privacy very much as much i love to be normal and serene again.

till we meet again... we've only just begun..

one day in your life

2009-07-11T12:02:00.002+08:00

One day in your life
You'll remember a place
Someone touching your face
You'll come back and youll look around, you'll . . .
One day in your life
You'll remember the love you found here
You'll remember me somehow
Though you dont need me now
I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day . . .
One day in your life
When you find that youre always waiting
For a love we used to share
Just call my name, and I'll be there
You'll remember me somehow
Though you dont need me now
I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day . . .
One day in your life
When you find that youre always lonely
For a love we used to share
Just call my name, and I'll be there

going backward...

2009-07-11T10:11:00.003+08:00

Finally, last week i managed to watch '13 going on 30' starring Jennifer Garner (Alias) and Mark Ruffalo (Just Like Heaven). It was definitely a sweet story of friendship and 'can't wait to be thirty'. So what so great bout being 30? i'm in my early 30's and actually i fully awared that my looks improved a lot compared being 13 and 20's. Probably due to stable hormones of the body and another thing..when at 30's you tend to be backward again, i mean be younger than our real age. infact now collagen is my soul food (the first to be taken before breakfast) and i tried so many fashions to suit my life, all brands of cosmetics and act like a teenage girl. The only difference between 13 and now was that i have more purchasing power and that makes me really indulge in own world. however, as far as i can remember being 13 was that it was a transformation phase of me, yup...

1. being transferred from girls school to co-ed school

i was from Convent Klang school wearing pinafore to school and shorts during PE. then suddenly abah was transferred to Kuala Terengganu and me, the protester of all mankind had to lure to the situation and my new school was a co-ed (mix gender), just imagine..walking past classes with boys staring at this 'who was this weirdo new school girl?'.felt like screaming...anyway I was clad to baju kurung from that day until form 5 (bye2 pinafore and my blue shorts)

2.first crush to a boy..

ha..ha..ha..he was my class monitor..i found him quite cute but that was just a crush...and then more series of crush...can't help it all girls do that what..

3.the singer is my classmate and dear friend

azian mazwan sapuwan of Bintang RTM..yeah my sisters kept telling me that i was going to be friends with her if i moved to KT...i said "ye la tu"..and the first day in class, the prophecy was true..she was sitting 2 chairs infront of me..what a coincidence

4.sea was my playground...

i love sea and KT was so near to the South China Sea..i can go there everyday but unfortunately hazardous for bathing...never mind..i got all there..the taste of the salt and keropok lekor..yummy. by the way my school was at the coastal line...which made me look like an overburned toast bread..yup that was my ugly days

5.got my best buddy next door..

amar and ata...the best friends during my life in KT..yup me & amar had once taste the water of the dark ravine due to cat and dog chase incident...yucks!

6.met my dream group and idol..

Kumpulan Gersang was so top that time...i remembered seeing them backstage (thanks to abah 'all access' to every concert we went). cannot believe that we really shake their hands, took pictures and the best of all i able to touch (salam la) my dream guy a.k.a idol-Acis the baby face keyboardist of Gersang...yuhuu...and got pictures with him too...

7.got my first camera

i still remember it was a Kodak, mak & abah gave it for my 13th birthday and it was purchased during our trip to Kota Bharu Kelantan...

8.got my dreamed Acis' Keyboard

after several series of searching we finally found the red keyboard at Pertama Complex and abah purchased it...although it was priced RM100++.

9.wearing my first tight jeans

that was the latest fashion. i got that at the Mall..

10.joined the school brass band

i played the clarinet and i also learnt that some guys in there were famous after their scool days..Sham (the singer of Visa), Kudin (drummer of Visa) and our drum major was the keyboardist of Iklim...and azian mazwan..of course the singer. I was also a classmate to Shawn Bahrin's brother

so much to say bout being 13..but actually when i was that age i never dreamt to be 30..i really enjoyed my life though at first i hate the idea of moving to KT. i am a city girl and love all the city things but it proved me wrong when i was there. even now, when in my 30's i always longing to be there again and kept missing the sea...i want to be young again because as i grew older, i realised that i had missed something during my teen life that makes my life lacking of some important traits that i should nurture from my younger days..(yep..sometimes i found my self weird..although i appear normal as my sister claimed). i am tracking back the missing link...to fix myself.

road to revolution..when the time comes forget the wrong that i've done..

2009-07-04T09:55:00.006+08:00

guys..listen to this greatest compilation of linkin park:road to revolution live at milton keynes. although live performance, what i could say is two thumbs up as the sound system was excellent plus Chester's high pitched melancholic voice and added synchronous rap by Mike Shinoda and the help of technical hype of Mr Hahn plus Jay Z featuring in numb/encore and faint. numbers should be listened to: one step closer, numb, crawling, in the end, pushing me away and the infamous transformers theme song "what i've done" including my favourite (which also dania's now) "leave out all the rest" from twilight the movie. oh yes..the dvd was tremendous...wished i was there...worth buying!

these guys are really something..they are good at instruments

Crawling in my skin--These wounds they will not heal--Fear is how I fall--Confusing what is real--There's something inside me--That pulls beneath the surface--Consuming, confusing--This lack of self control I fearIs never ending,-- controllingI can't seem to find myself again--My walls are closing in(Without a sense of confidence)(I'm convinced that there's)(Just too much pressure to take)--I've felt this way before so insecure...

the lyrics so much in common with me...somehow

the day we acknowledge a man, a father and dot..dot..dot

2009-06-24T15:07:00.002+08:00

certainly 21st june was father's day, i had planned with the girls to buy something for beloved papa...ye la..all this while papa was so occupied with work to feed us therefore we brought something (actually a pair of boxers..hehe..) for him just for a remembrance on this very day..

this is the card we dedicated to him..it was dania's handwriting..pure and innocent made the card looked from the sincererity of the daughters' heart...

i told them to give good pose for papa...yep..they done a good job! it took several shots to get the girls looked happy and natural...peace popsicle!

this cake made from caramel looked so yummy but actually was meant for my father and brother (who is a single father)..papa's cake was more special..oreo cake celebrated together with mom in law's birthday..

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL DADS..BE A GOOD DADDY KAY..

at dawn and dusk...

2009-06-20T23:14:00.011+08:00

i know it's already too late to say bout twilight the movie...but just want to confess that i just watched it after my final paper...and it really touched my heart. actually i was not attracted at all to watch this 'love a vampire' movie..cliche..like always. love at the first bite..and all that bloody thing makes u an immortal and young forever. but hate to say..i was so wrong..this was a different vampire movie..
i managed to search the book at popular the next morning..and discovered (after several rounds of searching) that twilight is a saga (4 books in a row). the book is thick enough to let me finished it within my semester break. i love the book as the words in the movie are picked from the author's and the story is fast moving though is a bit detailed in describing the situation. being bella swan is not easy, being alone and lonely is really something when a perfect face, intense eye and melodious words enchant you day and night..till you fall in love and the best part you are not afraid that he is a vampire...you want to be with him and let him take you as long as he lived (even bite u on the neck...). but edward who tried to stay away from bella's scent that made him want a bite..can't resist her and found himself in ecstacy of her (can't live without her and can't be far from her). i love the part when he said "i like to watch you when you're asleep.."

never had a dream come true...S Club 7

2009-06-14T04:06:00.007+08:00

Everybody's got something they had to leave behindOne regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with timeThere's no use looking back or wonderingHow it could be now or might have beenOh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you goI've never had a dream come trueTill the day that I found youEven though I pretend that I've moved onYou'll always be my babyI never found the words to sayYou're the one I think about each dayAnd I know no matter where life takes me toA part of me will always be with youSomewhere in my memoryI've lost all sense of timeand tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mindThere's no use looking back or wonderingHow it should be now or might have beenOh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you goI've never had a dream come trueTill the day that I found youEven though I pretend that I've moved onYou'll always be my babyI never found the words to sayYou're the one I think about each dayAnd I know no matter where life takes me toA part of me will always beYou'll always be the dream that fills my headYes you will, say you will, you know you willOh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forgetThere's no use looking back or wonderingBecause love is a strange and funny thingNo matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbyeNo no no noI've never had a dream come trueTill the day that I found youEven though I pretend that I've moved onYou'll always be my babyI never found the words to say (words to say)You're the one I think about each dayAnd I know no matter where life takes me toA part of me will always beA part of me will always be with you

p/s:trying to recall whether I ever had S Club 7 album...

aku nangis mlm td...

2009-06-10T02:30:00.004+08:00

mana taknye..aku baru dapat tengok citer Sutun 1 lakonan Ku Mohd Yusri Pak Leh sebagai 'adik' budak laki2 yang dilahirkan lembut dan sentiasa menjadi punching bag budak lelaki di sekolahnya...bukan tu aje..bapaknye pun sama macam tak dapat terima kenyataan kurniaan Allah Azza Wajalla. Adik hampir-hampir hilang arah sehinggalah dia bertemu dengan pondan tua lakonan Aziz Sattar yang mengingatkannya supaya melupakan hasrat untuk mengikut jejak langkah kawan pondannya. Memang adik anak yang baik..yang memilukan hati dia menulis surat kepada abahnya supaya bersimpati dengan dirinya dan jangan membencinya. yelah..bapa mana tak sayangkan anaknya..akhirnya si abah memaafkan adik apabila adik tidak jadi lari dari rumah. tetapi surat terakhir adik sangat menyentuh perasaan dan part tragis adik lemas dalam sungai bila selamatkan kawan2 yang jatuh..buat aku nangis tahap gaban..sbb last skali kat kubur tu rupanya mak dia yg meninggal 15 tahun kemudian...ishk..twisted story betoi..akak kena tipu idup2 siap kena gelak ngan hubby sebab nangis kat org yg salah..

Adik ni mengingatkan aku pada seorang kawan lembut masa aku skolah dulu..dia memang lembut..pandai menari pastu siap bawak lipstick ngan compact powder kat skolah..kalah budak pompuan..tapi bestnya kami boleh get along..bukan aku menggalakkannya tapi aku memahaminya..ye la nobody's perfect..even sekarang pun aku ada kawan yang lembut..tapi aku tak kisah sebab manusia begini sebenarnya memang unik dan lebih peka dari lelaki..mereka pun very frank tentang memberi pendapat dan tak menipu just to pleased pompuan. Walaupun aku kekadang perasan mereka ada masalah ngan self esteem..tetapi they are brave enough untuk ketengah...kekadang tu jealous jugak tengok lelaki 'sutun' ni ada kelebihan yang luar biasa such as very artistic and highly imaginative...Sesungguhnya Allah SWT itu Maha Adil..kurang di sini lebih di tempat lain..

p/s: sekarang tengah berjinak nak jadi make up artist...boleh la sket2 untuk nk pegi dinner

my fav shots..

2009-06-06T01:39:00.002+08:00

these are some pictures which meant a lot 2 me...especially my two princesses, dania & dhiya..they are growing up to be full blossom girls..i still always like to hug adik's (dhiya) fat stomach as though she's a baby. then, hubby who always supportive to every my 'wannabes' places. the real fact is i'm not the person who stays at home...just being happy hanging out there..i can be easily found at starbucks...(with all the gadgets..). another high profile momento was with my old skool friends..azian mazwan sapuwan and juliana..happy to c u again guys..still looks pretty and hot..(azian wif 7 kids? superb lady!aku dua pun cam nk pengsan..7..nope!!). lastly me in my motherhood days..i still can't believe me...a mother..??i think some who know me can imagine how an outgoer like me being a mother..and still thinking adding a baby to the family..

some of my world tour (of duty) pictures..unrated

2009-06-04T11:37:00.006+08:00

thinking of keeping some momento in this blog..coz pictures tend to lose anywhere..everywhere..the only place u can keep safely of course in your mind...but just to share my memorable visit to some places which have significant history or landmark..except for my visit to Germany and Norway..

SAN FRANCISCO, USA

before boarding to Alcatraz Island San Francisco, USA

was here.. Alcatraz "The RocK"

one of the cold cells...teringat citer Escape From Alcatraz..Frank Morris and The Anglin Brothers managed to escape but can nowhere to be found..yeah Clint Eastwood..they still preserved the potato head in one of the cells..

ni gambar masa jln2 lepas naik cable car

GENEVA, SWITZERLAND

The centre of Peace and Unity, The United Nations

Being rep for Malaysia...

touch of abc @ La Fossette..France

WASHINGTON D.C., USA

very symbolic newspaper box..

front or rear of White House?

the US Treasury Building

The Washington Monument

my family caricature..

2009-06-02T00:55:00.004+08:00

we visited aquaria on 24th may 2009, it was just a simple plan to entertain the kids as my list to interesting places exhausted..there are not many places actually to rest and relax (not under the hot sun..pls for God's sake..my skin was tanning badly!). once we were out of the fish tank..i mean the tank tunnel, we were thinking of having a momento just like we always did when we were in most of our family vacations. we saw this interesting stall..the caricature stall which we were hunting for all this time...we met this cartoonist..and he did this splendid caricature perfect for our coming soon customised hari raya card..(limited edition). thanks aloy..(sounds familiar)

this is our "cartoon" face..

things we've done for the week...pictures described a thousand words

2009-06-02T00:00:00.005+08:00

mischele's wedding @ concorde hotel shah alam 300509

picture perfect
best of luck afshin & mischele!

this is what we called cross culture...

dania's sports day @ upm (children development lab) 290509

"i'm a winner"...i luv her spirit!

adik nak jugak..in fact she was the one who wants it

on ur mark..ready..get set..go..

putting pieces of puzzle together

u go girl!!

aquaria 240509

the best part wif shark is being outside the tank..

peace mr. turtle don't hit me

best pose wif mr shark..dlm laut pose maut la jwbnye..

we want 2 come again..although looks so scary..

retro girl in modern world...katy perry

2009-05-23T13:13:00.003+08:00

seriously, first time i heard the whole songs in the album..i fell in love with Katy Perry. She sings out of her feelings, showing how the music really gripped the lyrics and stabbed deep into the soul. recommended to hear:" i kissed a girl", "hot n cold", "lost" and top of my list "thinking of you"..no regrets, no mistakes...buy this album and you'll know what you really feel inside...

WAR GAME vs AKADEMI FANTASIA

2009-05-18T11:24:00.004+08:00

pics courtesy of ahdab... shukran jazilan ya ukhti!

BIG..BIG..we r here!..

it was a very tiring weekend as i had to encounter a battle in the PD forest with the guerilas to get the hijacked james bond bag...what the heck with the age of 33...it was indeed fun when group of upm mba students started a war in the middle of nowhere. we were so happy and it was a new experience for the Gen-Y..as for me battle in Pulada Camp was worst coz it was raining heavily on the hill, slippery (in fact my celoreng cap was missing during fleeing away from the enemy plus bringing the stony back pack and real M-16)..(al maunah also fought that day..the difference was it was a real war!) and plus pacat all over my body...(yucks!!!it was a bloody day).

Actually, my group was ultimately lost in the jungle, tks to the navigator (i know u tried ur best) and faci (whom just let us go astray all the way)..we almost reached the top coz i can see the clear moonlight sky..then went down again..until we been informed that were lost at 9pm. first time when we reached the DOP (drop off point) dah kena baling ngan bom tapai by the guerilas..so mean, it was havoc that 2/3 of the group members were shot!i got the splash of the stinking bomb and considered dead by the committees (tipu..x pasal2 the leader had to bail out 14 lives that evening).

pose lps selamat berenang ke tepian..fuhh baik x kena mkn jaws

the best part was kita org dah ada new tactic from not being shot dead by sitting under the flying mat..yup..only two of us died..then the whole team of upm merged and used the same tactics and the real battle exploded when all the 6 groups attacked the guerilas at 11.30 pm and we were bombing them like hell (fun and best giler..i managed to shoot 1 guerila..jadila and 1 org sendiri..kih3x). yeaa..we got the bag!and at 12 a.m. back to eagle ranch by army truck (it was really a dejavu of DPA course).

berakit rakit ke hulu..

Saturday..another mission awaiting...we were instructed to build a raft to the high sea. using bamboos, rope and tong drum..we managed to build a cute raft to fit 16 of us..i took the right paddling side..(which was the hardest part)..but before that we were thrown 1km from the beach and to swim back together to the shore. then we prepared for the race...yeah BIG..we went to the sea..aku kayuh mcm2 style sampai rasa mcm dah naik keras tgn...ye la belah kanan mcm x de rehat..kayuh n kayuh like hell...we made to the shore first then the worst part, we got 2nd..grrrr..jez bcoz we didn't cheer!we were so devastated...but apa nak buat tak de rezeki..
my group overall was second..we had lots of activity some succeeded and some failed due to low techniques and lacked of effective communication. however, it was a good exercise for strategic mgmt team building jez need a little SQ and anger management and things gonna be smoother.

pasti berjaya di akademi....

the saturday night of our BBQ night was actually akademi fantasia season finale...i was on stage singing kiss me (but changed to hit me) by sixpence non the richer..with my 4 other friends(zaida, liza, m.l. and sky..we were doing great..konon2nye la..). i got sms from sis and hubby saying that Hafiz is the Champion of AF7. I'm glad..my prophecies came true..i liked hafiz a lot coz he's a real performer and he's showing genuine effort..but the worst was aril was 2nd...patutnye 3rd..and akim instead of 3rd be the 2nd...yazid and isma no comment..
whatever it was both event was really something to me..

ESTEE LAUDER MODEL SEARCH 2009

2009-05-13T00:10:00.002+08:00

do you think i run 4 it...forget it. This is just a symbol of a short term orientation and impulse behaviour. However, my crazy idea was liked a lot by hubby...I said it was a mother's day gift..i really admire this woman...she's totally different from what i am..

28 n kickin'

2009-05-02T03:24:00.007+08:00

dania always looks good in pictures

we are alwiz buddy for life

mom is great isn't she?

bff..i think i had a weird face

happy bornday 2 u...!

my little sister turned 28 on 24th april...i can still remember both of us playing together when we were small...sharing secrets bout our fantasy on acis (gersang) and along (exist). your 'torchering sermons' still haunting me till now..coz sometimes you still doing it..although we are 6 years apart, you are some like a big sister to me...to you i was a fierced sister truly hated by both bana and majedah..but nevermind sis...that was yesterday..although i was a 'quite big' sister now, you seems to accept me as i am...coz i do really miss you everytime you're not around..coz we have the same head but different sentiments..i am a tough one..the self-centred while you are tough too but softer and devoted..which makes you being loved by everybody especially your loving hubby...he is a really lucky man...

take a good look at the pictures..we are still who we were 20 years ago...back in terengganu...i really miss those days..(kak don't be small hearted..your stories are x-rated not for public viewing..he..he..)

when children went for excursion...la..la..la..

2009-04-13T11:43:00.003+08:00

wedenesday 1st April 2009....APRIL FOOL...in fact was not a foolish day in our lives...it was act actually very2 interesting especially to dania bcoz this was her first visit cum learning trip to Petrosains KLCC...the 3 of us (nia, dod n me) hit the road as early as 7.30 in the morning to upm children's development lab a.k.a kindergarten and waited for about an hour before we board on upm bus...yehuu..actually i was excited too as it's been a while not travelling on bus...the best part..i can see the children's happy faces...and in the bus they were so exciting in describing buildings and any transportation on the road...although i have to share seats wif 3 children including mine...it was a very happening day.

arrived at KLCC around 9.30...teacher had assigned moms to take care some of the children who came without parents, i myself have to take care of 4...mcm jaga anak ayam jugaklah coz they were so excited and keep searching for their friends along the way to the 4th floor..i like mak ayam (bukan ibu ayam ye..) kept chirping all the time to make sure they holding hands and made thru the way safely..

at last were in...i felt that some of the kids were not thinking of understanding the exhibition, they were actually having fun, pressing, pushing and pulling here and there...actually i was the one who lebih2 coz the last time i entered petrosains when i was still dating with papa 'popsicle'.

then we boarded on simulation chopper which made me remember of a genting's movie ride. but the best part being in the time tunnel at the beginning and end of the walk which i considered as 'intelligent yet captivating'. then i started to wonder...berapa how big is the area becoz it was a very long walk and consumed almost a 3 storey building..

whatever it was, the girls were out of breath and fell asleep in the bus on the way home. we were only given a small container of mi hoon and an apple plus air kotak for lunch..just imagine..they ate like there will be no tomorrow (including me...teruk betul) i wish i bought nasi lemak coz pity them..it was not enough

now my turn to tell my April Fool day...it was awful afternoon, after we back to the kindergarten, dod was asleep so i had to carry her, then i tried to look for nia as she had board off from the bus earlier..what unfortunate for me was..my right leg hit an uneven path and i fell with dod...it was indeed terrible...my right ankle terseliuh and my left knee torn and bleed. malu campur sakit la..shock and confused..when i reached home i just went into my room and slept it was really a shocker!

now i had to bear the consequences, the right leg getting worst and i cannot pray normally, have to use the chair...walking is a nightmare. However, it was a really good day for both of my children and i promised to go there again...

animal watch cont..

2009-03-24T11:53:00.003+08:00

macam nak tercabut pinggang makcik dibuatnye...

when elephant whispers....

pakcik..nk bagi ke x nak ni...

berlatarbelakangkan majlis mesyuarat tingkap cik pah..

yeaa..nak mai lagi....

nia dod & co happy outing part 2

2009-03-24T11:33:00.004+08:00

boring of human?..let's watch the animal instead...

my little pony

jgn pandang belakang...mcm kenal je...

wif mommy.....

watch the lion king

papa is also a lion king..sometimes

nia dod & co happy outing part 1

2009-03-24T11:15:00.005+08:00

during my semester break we had our outing...it was fun...can see it from their faces although dania was not in her good health...

nia n dod 2 skool..

2009-01-28T23:10:00.003+08:00

nia n new friends...

dod n tumbletots activities...u can do it!

although life's full of challenges, i feel so happy to see both of my kids are now in playskool, dania in her first year of kindergarten while dod in tumble tots...

matahariku by agnes monica

2009-01-24T23:44:00.002+08:00

Tertutup sudah pintu .. pintu hatiku*Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu*Kini kau pergi dari hidupku*Kuharus relakanmu walau aku tak mau*Berjuta warna pelangi didalam hati*Sejenak luluh bergening menjauh pergi*Takada lagi cahaya suci*Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi*Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku*Kubersedih kerna panah cinta menusuk jantungku*Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku*Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukan waktu*Berjuta warna pelangi didalam hati*Sejenak luluh bergening menjauh pergi*Takada lagi cahaya suci*Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi*

excellent song, strong lyrics and powerful voice...

it was a sad closure of 2008...

2009-01-24T22:38:00.002+08:00

dear bloggers,

this is the day that i have the guts to pen my story of how things really tumble me upside down, inside out, vertically and horizontally...
the pain is unbearable, i decided to shut my life for a while, been thinking a lot bout my life, what i've done and become...
i never would forgive my self for what had happened although it is my fate..never..for this was the first worst thing that ever happend to me and to the person who i loved most..who brought me into this joy and sorrow world..my mother..

27 december 2008, my misery begins..it was really a freak accident which i hate to flash back but it keeps haunting me and mom for the rest of our lives..it was not a car accident nor a slip in a toilet but that very day a silly mind of me made mom broke her femur bone and now suffers the consequences...we both suffer..i have no idea to what degree she feels bout it, but me, it weights more than a mountain..the guilt and pain in the heart which can never be erased for the rest of my life. since that day, tears is my best friend but mom she is a strong angel, she didn't cry at all..

to what extent i didn't realise that i have lost my self in time, i hardly think bout what happened around me and i started to develop a sensitive feeling which i don't understand at all. what i know is my action can crush me to pieces if i don't start to rebuild my esteem which i've lost since that day..and now i'm in the journey of searching my self again, i've lost it once when i was during my university days, found it back when i met hubby and now lost it again..i wonder where am i...

all i can do now is giving attention to my sick mom, it heals me but i need more. i want to stay low now and hope that i find my self again. if Allah wants to show me the truth, then i will follow the course of life. i guess my life's shattered and i have to collect every bits and pieces and gather it again like a jigsaw puzzle.

thank Allah, the people i love are around me, which make my healing process accelerates. i hope that Allah will show me the right path and aid me towards searching my lost soul, although i look normal on the outside, my inner part is vulnerable like a piece of wet tissue paper. got to stay focus and hope that i can complete my MBA in time..all i can say "life goes on..and i have to go on with it."

dear bloggers, please pray for me..tq.

december hot shots!

2008-12-27T00:02:00.009+08:00

baby make over @ benefit cosmetics the gardens

luncheon @ chili's

syg papa...

d bwh pokok krismas @ gardens

muhai's holiday@ lina's wedding (who's in black?)

bakal biras aku..isn't she adorable (nani)
wif mak engku (mid) and mom in-law
her to him
him to her

sweet child o' mine part 2

2008-11-25T13:53:00.003+08:00

hepi besday 2 podod.. sayang nenekku..peace

ni muka lawak adik.. kek aiskrim lagi....

on 23/11/2008 @ bangsar house...happy faces, delicious cake and as usual the song everybody can sing...how lucky 2 times celebration but this time no present just that pak ngah had purchased PS2..& aku plak yang main lebih2. anyway..i was so happy to see my children grinning faces..

sweet child o' mine..nur dhiya marissa

2008-11-23T01:23:00.003+08:00

the gifts....

the cake...yum..yum..baskin again!

the people who loved her...

the future guitarist...got style no kiddin'

a horse rider...go equesterian!

My sweet baby turned 3 yesterday..she has grown up so fast that now i can still remember the white faced baby who accompanied me every morning to office (look how adorable she is..but actually she is so the lasak n lil' bit naughty). we call her 'adik' sometimes 'podod' in the house depending on how she behaves..what can i say bout my little baby..adik is so cute that when u watch her laugh u want to laugh and when u watch her angry u want to laugh and when she cried also u want to laugh..coz she has funny faces..HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY DOD..MAMA, PAPA & KAKAK NIA ALWAYS LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

monster's in da house

2008-11-16T11:44:00.004+08:00

this is me...this is what kids are thinking of doing 2 me..

Eversince bibik's back to her kampung i developed into a half mutan-human due to the fact that patience has already reached the red alert..probably of not so familiar with the kids' behaviour and always taking my sweet time when bibik was around..and now..fighting with all emotional aspects..i sometimes turned into something that myself couldn't think of but what my ultra-kids labelled me "monster" i guess.

i wonder what happen to my nice looking sweet face and soft voice that now had been turned into a sour creature face with all the shrieking voices that hated to be heard..when my sense came back then only i realised how bad i'm to them..although that is the way i'm adapting to their ultra behaviour, i'm proud i can take care of them out of my own sweat..

dania & her 3 cakes

2008-11-16T11:05:00.002+08:00

specially made 4 my lil' princess & the queen oh hearts (my mom la..they share the same day..10 september but different year of course!)

ni nenek bangsar yg bagi...

"happy besday 2 me...ampat tahun la..."

looks tempting outside...yummy BR!

dania has reached 4 this year..i just can't believe that my little baby has grown up so fast..able to walk, talk..and talk back..but that's the truth part bout human ecology..the survival of the fittest..i mean..i'm the one who's being tested a lot..

the story of her 3 cakes is not a fairy tale..in fact every year she has the tendency having more than one cake..which for the past 33 years..never..i repeat..never i got more than one. this is because of a simple theory of increasing returns which means more people who love you..want u to be happy..and when it's your birthday..u can have more than one cake..for the same ocassion.. (probably it works only on dania coz adik dod didn't get that previlages..for whatever reasons..)

the best cake was the Baskin Robbins ice cream cake which actually i promised her earlier..we just had a very simple celebration @ my house, just inviting my sis and her daughter and of course dominos pizza..the second celebration was @ klang with my mom reaching age 70 this year..and the third cake (doraemon) was from bangsar's family..

to dania..mama wished u happy birthday and i hope u will grow up like any other girls..no special treatment and be tough!

it's such a long time since...

2008-11-16T03:03:00.004+08:00

"one scene in Organizational's Behaviour class"

hi...it feels a lil bit akward trying to write again..been lost in time ever since i was back-to-school again. hahaha...thought of having the best time of my life..and yet..i'm the busiest person on earth!

i'm trying to remember all the experiences in UIA which made me an iron (so-called) girl..though it was weak inside but pretending to be hard on the outside..i managed to develop my self 10 years younger in order to become the member of happy-go-lucky girls in the class which helped me a lot emotionally..and my routine outings to alamanda with my 2 inseparable buddies no.1 gossipers amin and ina (korang jgn marah ye aku label kita camtu..)

so far i'm coping with life, it's just that when bibik is not around (bukan lari tp balik kampung), i'm a lil bit unbalanced..my patience are being highly experimented..sometimes i would scream to dania for having a dumb fight with her..(sounds crazy..) which now i' m labeled as 'makcik' if i bebel a lot..makcik?can u believe that..kids nowadays are getting a big serious thing to parents..

but that is just part of the ongoing walk of life..i'm a big spender again..which reflects how depressed i'm sometimes (haha..alasan nak shopping..). my 2 favourite spots: cres and thai odyssey pampering my stress muscles and skin..lastly..hoping of doing changes to my long hair..nk mcm miley cirus punya rambut..but i'm still considering it as the cost is almost the same when i did my rebonding 3 years ago. yeah rite, i'm in the mid 30's crisis i guess..

i,m a manga addict..

2008-08-08T09:56:00.006+08:00

don't know what's got in me...i'm a manga fan right now...it's a weird development of me who is in the 30s era..guess it's an image crisis...lately i've been hanging to channel 715 animax. from dr black jack to the teen goddess then emma, paradise kiss, jigoku shoujo and the hottest my most favourite "Curious Play". It sounds like a crazy thing..but i'm able to stay late at night just to wait for my favourite anime.

recently, i cried to one episode of curious play... unique thing about anime..it is almost alive like real human story, touching, funny and tragic at the same time..their love story is endless and need to say the manga creators have high imagination and great EQ! although some have negative effects, there are many others that suitable for general readings and viewing..

to my hubby..please understand, this not an influence of anybody..i'm just an impulse type of person, just like i love shopping and buying all the fashions magazine..it'll be over...but now..please bear with me

aku dah jadi student..

2008-07-01T11:45:00.002+08:00

yesterday, by taking the solemn oath..i'm now officially being declared as a student...again..
it was a very different feeling when i entered upm..it's just a campus life that i was longed to feel. being there i can see many students like me and even younger registering with multi facial expressions..as for me..ha..ha..ha..i don't know whether it's a pleasant or scared face. the first day i had been a blunder for putting wrong lecturers' name.
today i succeed in registering my courses...and on next tuesday is the first day of my student life...
it makes me nervous to hear all the expectations..well..with this much of knowledge(ciput one)..i doubt what i can give to the class. the lecturers seems not lecturing and this is bad...hope everything's gonna be ok. got to remember that i'm not an undergrad anymore...(where spoonfeed is my favourite)

my funniest home video..watch this!

2008-06-27T12:46:00.002+08:00

terengganu..oh..terengganu

2008-06-27T12:28:00.005+08:00

fascinated by nature...and the tranquil sorroundings...that's how i described our annual breakaway..this time being in awana kijal..the excitement showed in dania's and dhiya's faces..but the best of all is i had my holistic spa..which was soooo the relaxing, i wished being treated like that every month..(thank u suci for your miracle touch!)..after that we went to KT..down memory lane..passing my old school..i can still feel the heat of the sea breeze...then we stopped a while at batu burok..and had the chance to stroll at the beach, played with the sand and the most enjoyable flying the kite...(pic). there's no way i could find such a wonderful holiday despite of having bad flu and stomach ache...i just can't wait to come again...the nature is simply breathtaking..wish that i could spend longer time at the beach..lying at the beach chair and reading my favourite book...

yehuuuu...!

2008-05-28T10:08:00.002+08:00

yesterday was really driving me crazy...i checked my name on upm portal (which was being advised by gsm staff to check the results for my mba first trimester intake after 2pm)..i tried the online results..carefully keying-in my ic..and the result..."dukacita..bla..bla..bla.." i almost scream for life and i sms ana told her that i was rejected..huhu..

ana called me and i realised that the result was not meant for us (lega...).gsm actually haven't upload the successful candidates in their portal..so last night..the moment of truth..ana called me and said.."tahniah..ur name is there.." i was like..."alhamdulillah.." so today is really a happy day for me..(boleh la aku announce secara rasmi akan meninggalkan ofis tercinta..sob..sob..). so it's just matter of days got to settle my problematic files..clear up the room..(which i guess not less than 6 big boxes..). definitely i will finished my annual leave which i have about 22 days..so life as student begins..talking bout campus life..definitely not fully coz i'll be staying at home..but still it will be a nice experience i'm looking forward.

lastly..yehuu..

venus rules...!

2008-05-26T09:20:00.002+08:00

told ya...stacy or her real name stracie angie anam, 18, named as the af6 champion..i was satisfied as the first and second place are those who is highly expected..(in other way..prophecies are true..). however..i was a bit dissapointed to see nadia at the last place..she was so energetic and ready if compared to nubhan and toi..as what adlin aman ramli comment..af should have the level at least of nadia which is very interesting 2 see..but it's still a long journey for the five niche persona..congratulations to the winners.

but the best part was to see stacy performing 'atas nama cinta'...mesmerizing and captivating..amin...ur right bout the goosebumps..my mouth hang opens till the end of the song..she really did her best as what both ogy and ning said.."tak pernah menghampakan kami.."

buzz: who's the champion..?

2008-05-23T17:47:00.003+08:00

af 6 season finale is just around the corner..and i have a warm feeling that history we'll be repeated..stacy's in my top list. even the af6 poll said so. she has everything in control plus that she has a well manner as a performer..the best performance i've seen her on stage was 'makhluk tuhan paling seksi'. she gave all out to the audience even though being criticised by the jury on her sexy act. riz is the next and nadia's the third..i like nubhan, but he's not consistent..the same goes too with toi. can't wait to hear riz sings '11 januari". wish them luck..so stacy...go girl!

tickle..tickle...!

2008-05-20T08:53:00.003+08:00

saturday 17 may..

best giler..that was how i described my long weekend..on saturday the 4 power ladies (mak, maiza, mui and me) celebrated mother's day @ asiari sacc mall. all the gossipings and citer2 bout anak & all the sermons to mui..(sori ye mui..). at night pops and me mistakenly joined a concert (ha..ha..ha..padan muka kita kan papa..). pas tu..we lepak n makan2 @ lala seafood kg baru..which my fav kerabu kaki ayam n tomyam poktek (yummy) while watching af..after that we made our way DKNY (Danau Kota) and strolled sambil cuci mata until midnite..

sunday 18 may..

at 11 a.m.

papa, nia and me..went to mid valley to get movie tickets for tonite show..what movie?..of course the chronicles of narnia-prince caspian...(unfortunately i haven't finished the book so not much to complain). at 3 p.m. as usual we hit our health zone @ celebrity fitness and not forgetting BIG APPLE DONUTS..again! we had dinner@ kenny rogers and at 9p.m..back to mid valley to watch prince caspian..rating 8/10 (nasib baik the prince (ben barnes) cute).

monday 19 may..

at 12 p.m.

hubby wanted to try new adventure...yeah..we went to kenko@mid valley for fish spa..he..he..he..at first geli (ticklish) when all the small and medium fish gigit2 our legs (watch video..!) but after that it felt like small voltage current massaging your feet..the results..cleaner feet and soft as silk..(highly recommended to those who have hong kee's feet and banyak karat kat kaki..). of course we'll make this spa as our monthly routine..hubby wants to go again next week..after that we pusing2 @ mid valley and at 5p.m. we went back to balakong..what a nice weekend..!

Rebecca World >> My Video

2008-05-12T15:58:00.001+08:00

Rebecca World >> My Video

greatest daughter...

2008-05-12T11:08:00.002+08:00

feel like crying..that was my first impression when my eldest, dania handed me the self hand-crafted heart-shaped mother's day card..(pic). i was at the gym tired of doing crunches and suddenly i saw her pretty face walked towards me and gave me the card and hugged me while saying happy mother's day...suddenly i felt i'm the greatest mom on earth..i kissed her and told her i love her for being such a sweet girl..i will never forget this moment..i felt grateful to have such a daughter..it's true when action actually speaks louder than words..by hugging and telling your mom or anybody that you love them is a fruit to the soul. i felt very much appreciated..i guess that's how my mom felt when i hugged her yesterday and told her that i love her very much..isn't it great being a mom..and the best part..being the greatest daughter..

not dead yet...

2008-05-09T12:32:00.004+08:00

* Playground school bell rings again * Rain clouds come to play again * Has no one told you she’s not breathing ?* Hello I’m your mind giving someone to talk to * Hello * If I smile and don’t believe * Soon I know I’ll wake from this dream * Don’t try to fix me I’m not broken * Hello I’m the lie living for you so you can hide * Don’t cry * Suddenly I know I’m not sleeping * Hello I’m still here * All that’s left of yesterday… HELLO-Evanescence

6ixthsense oh 6ixthsense

2008-05-08T11:54:00.002+08:00

to those who witness this album still available in market, please inform me since i've been searching for it like a lost love..

the power of love..

2008-05-08T09:11:00.005+08:00

MAK (mom)..is a three alphabet with huge meaning..yes..our mom..nothing in this world can ever replace them...the genuine, unconditional love and soothing yet healing all the hate and pain in life..i remember mak will never whining in front of us no matter how miserable she was..in fact she is the most 'sabar' and high endurance especially in tolerating our 'multi purpose' demands (when we were kids la..'). i remembered when i was about 4, our car almost flown us into the ravine just because i wanted ice cream so much that mom lost her control on that lucky car.

mak is a housewife and we are so lucky that she is taking care of 5 of us on her own hands and sweat..although she is now almost hit 70..she is still going strong besides having diabetes and a little bit of blood pressure. she is also still taking food orders from abah and prepare the meal herself with the assistance of bibique (terima kasih bik..senang sket mak aku..).

the special thing about my mak is that her doa always makbul..i remembered when i was in my university days..exams were the freak out thing in my life..so to heal all the consequences, my habit was i will call mak (thru the phone of course..) and begged her to pray for my success..and look mak what have i become...(he..he..).

so on this coming mother's day..i would like to say that i love you so much from the first day i was in your womb till the day i closed my eyes...you are so perfect to me that i wish i could be as good, noble, strong yet gentle mother. until today i still can't figure out on how do you keep your relationship with abah (43 years of marriage..wif all the ups and downs)..please pass me all your secret recipe..plus i think i got your cook talent (betul tak kak..aku memang boleh jadi cam mak kan..). ok mak above all, you are the wind beneath my wings..you are the light in the dark and the most important thing you are the hands of healer..i felt better everytime after talking to you..happy mother's day mak..i wish i could take you on the bestest holiday on earth..(but for the time being..flowers will do...

cruisin' thru the nature...

2008-05-02T10:29:00.008+08:00

best gak...we were cruising post lunch @ mines...bibique ada mabuk laut katanya "saya teringat waktu di atas feri bu..". dania n dod podot were the happiest t'masuk la mama & pops..part yg best bagi ikan makan..ikan keli mmg feberet aku..tp bila tgk saiz dia (besar mashaAllah..!), x lalu nak makan..apa2 pon we enjoyed..pas ni ingat nk pg cuti2 mesia ah..kuching here we come..mintak mahap la yer photographer tu amatur..

hear ye..ladies

2008-04-30T11:00:00.005+08:00

Got something to share...i read this in many beauty magazines and tried the products at the Gardens..several times..Benefit Cosmetics from San Francisco..just like the style, the packaging and if you are the so called "queen of faking"..this is the beauty parlour that you girls out there are looking for. recently, i managed to buy 'bad gal' smoldering black eyeliner..from the name i can tell how bad it made me..(i try the smoky eyes n mmg jadi ngan satu glide ajer..). rodney (the cute beautician) put some benetint on me..and suddenly a very healthy rosy cheek (yg menjadi idola gadis2 genit) appeared (mmg amazing..). i also tried the honey and almond scrub she gave me..mmg bersih and after that when you apply your make up..you will definitely stunning..kalah Cameron Diaz...banyak lagi product dia yang best2, but sorry to say..quite expensive..i've to order thru a friend in US..it is much cheaper there...attracted to the justine case and some kind a gorgeous..if u need to see more go to www.benefitcosmetics.com

BUSTED..!

2008-04-29T15:12:00.002+08:00

hate to see it...the registered letter make my head gone haywire n spinning like 'corkscrew'..i was busted on 28th march 2008..i was penalised for running more than 80kph..(96 kph jer..not even 100)..maximum sentence rm300. quite sad b'coz mcm jatuh ditimpa tangga..dah la exam ari tu, demam plak tu n after a month..dpt surat saman..nasib2..

YouTube - band6ixthsense's Channel

2008-04-25T11:08:00.000+08:00

YouTube - band6ixthsense's Channel

6 weeks of happiness..

2008-04-21T16:16:00.002+08:00

laugh is the best medicine..that's right..the best memories are patched in our big yet adorable QA3 group..we learnt, laughed and the best part getting good tips b4 exams..being wif my loyal friends ana & kak aed, we journeyed thru the series of calculation and mind mapping exams (open book but still got to strategised!). plus there was fairuze (clowning throughout the 6 weeks)..

good news came in buzz, i finally confirmed my 48. with a taste of satisfaction, i may leave my office with good salary plus RM900 (he..he..thank u for supporting my ''live life to the fullest" campaign). and now back in office with a feeling of boredom and a lil bit of timid. as time goes by i'll try to get into shape and hit back the gear..can't wait for exciting moments to come, conscious or unconscious..

one thing that alwiz repeated in my mind..wishing on a holiday..i can't just have a start up & need a booster..papa, jom cuti2 mesia..

being sentimental..

2008-03-03T12:16:00.003+08:00

lately, with this 30's era as what is now played by sinar fm...(sinar is for 30 and above)..sentimental songs keep company while i'm driving. but i barely listen to sinar as the station keeps playing the old unrustic sound of my school days songs..which goes round and round and i just hate being oldies. So i listen to hot fm..and this station really hit my nerves..the songs are sentimental to my heart..and here is the top chart for the songs that touch my soul :

1. sebelum cahaya - letto
2. ketulusan hati - anuar zain
3. bila nak saksi - spider
4. cinta dalam hati - ungu
5. seribu tahun - imran ajma'in
6. sampai syurga - faizal tahir
7. bukti - fiq
8. maafkan aku mencintai kekasihmu - rebecca
9. kenangan terindah - samsons
10. x bisa memilihmu - 6ixth sense
11.when you're gone - avril lavigne

these are my songs..minah jiwang huh..? to hubby..congrats on your ptk 3 results..4 by 4..apalagi blanje la..told yer mr genius!this week is the last week to work coz i'm going for my Quantitative Analysis class (sabo je la..blajar all the maths and stats), scientific culculator..hmm got to ask the lecturer to have an SC for dummies class.Ya Allah, can't believe i'm holding the file, walking in the classroom and all the paperworks...exams..better be dead.

no 69 soiree...

2008-02-15T16:38:00.004+08:00

happy birthday to abah...my dad reaches 69 this year and we celebrated his birthday in Bayu Beach Resort Port Dickson on the 9th February 2008, day after his birthday. the soiree was fun, indeed all my siblings were there and all the 'loud speakers' nieces and nephews including my girls were the fun makers and my mother looked happy with all the havoc.

after such a long time not bathing in the sea, i was the one whom so terribly excited to splash myself in the evening hot sun..but it's worth it..we enjoyed ourselves so much and at night after blowing candles we cooked some food and older sis is the head chef for BBQ session (boleh la for the first time). however, i have to leave at night because hubby has to play golf next morning..i felt grateful that this kind of momento giving us the time to share our part of life with someone we love and truly i'm sure my father will remember these moments eventhough it is only for a short while. nowadays, we rarely spent our quality times with our parents because of other commitments. however, by remembering their important moments will make them happy and proud that we always keep a piece of them in our lives. i just can't think this momento one day would be erased from our lives as they fade away with time.

as we getting older (i can sense the age is eating me inside), i just keep thinking would our children and grand children able to spare us some time..i hope my children will know how to appreciate lives and people around them especially those who nurture them. just remember that we still have people around us who still need attention. we can't shut them from our lives.

splash!

2008-02-04T10:14:00.000+08:00

last thursday was a big splash...both hubby and me took leave solely dedicated ourselves to our girls...u know when 'what a girl wants'..we went to sunway lagoon and enjoyed ourselves to big wave pool..my children just loved it..although it can't be a monthly event..the price (rm45 adult/30 child) worth it. actually that was my first encounter of the wet park..only been to the wild wild west section (dry park) twice. not bad..still some foreigners with voluptious body (terlebih spare tyre) able to show their nice bikinis.

anyway..rating is 8/10...those who need a change in a while and difficulties of finding a beach at a right time, can opt for Sunway Lagoon..and after that..shopping ma..talking about shopping, i had lose my purchasing power actually since last hari raya..too obsessed i guess..my credit cards are playing hard on me..i just have to put myself to be a good samaritan...eat, work n sleep (no shopping !). to hubby thanks for being so understanding and giving full cooperation, we love u so much!!this picture was taken as token of our memorable visit to Sunway Lagoon.

and the winner is.....enstranged...

2008-01-28T09:05:00.000+08:00

strange...but it's true...estranged's top of 22nd Anugerah Juara Lagu yesterday...i never thought of that...i barely even listen to them when they were performing...however, as the theme is 'music magic'..and it's true..magic happened that night..fazli zainal whom i predicted would win this event, flopped. that also went for adorable cheeky couple misha and andy of flop poppy..

sahri...no doubt his talent...but the music itself with the help of Ramli MS team, mesmerizing enough to make this ears captured the magic! and bob, whom i expected ajai to perform the lost soul of faizal tahir's song, did his best as usual...but it's a little bit too late to catch the voters spirit. jac n lah...the best collaboration i've ever seen, brilliant duo..

anyway...congratulations to the winners...mawi..as usual his aura will take his fan head over heels to vote him..to others, well done, i think last night was the best juara lagu...keep it up!

welcome 2008, bubye 2007..

2007-12-31T15:59:00.000+08:00

sweet n sour life of 2007..so what's new resolution for 2008, simple..just do whatever i think best for me and family..practically, i would slowly turn myself to a student and delegating all the hassles of work to my subordinates..talking about getting to 'u' again is making me half dead coz..the exams mania and all the assignments plus the case study..bla..bla..bla..luckily i'll do at local u, so susah2 pon kt negara sendiri la kan..

just to recap project accomplished and sites visited in year 2007..
1. went to san francisco for fta
2. went to karambunai nexus for fta (acc. by hubby)
3. went to siem reap, cambodia for fta (acc. by hubby)
4. went to colmar tropicale resort, bukit tinggi (family vac)
5. went to genting highlands theme park (family vac)
6. went to awana kijal, terengganu (3rd hm)
7. went to langkawi (family vac)
8. awarded hadiah latihan perkhidmatan by JPA
9. passed ptk 3
10. joined fitness centre

golden holidays soon 2008..

1.kuching
2.bali (4th hm)
3.kunming

tertakluk kepada kemampuan...

wannabes at 50...

2007-12-28T09:45:00.000+08:00

try to think what will happen in the next 15-20 yrs, especially when u are at the 'golden age' (kalau hidup lagi la...insya Allah). At that time..the most obvious is the attack of wrinkles all over your face and for sure ladies...we are at stake..either we able to sustain or else..however, i hope time would not ahead of me...i have plannings for myself at the age of 50..but it's going to be a big top secret..only the chosen ones will know..i've fascination in life..where health and style would be my inspiration. I wish I could make people indulge in what I'm going to make..

Moreover, I'm planning for the future..where life can't just rely on our pencen..life's gonna be tough..i don't know how my kids will soon become..in a matter of time, age 50 is getting nearer..and the next morning come knocking at my door..going to be somebody..(kah3x..title datin, i always dreamt to be datin to dato' bandar..but that's my husband fate..i don't have any idea on his plannings..perhaps..he too have something in mind..tapi i ni mmg kuat berangan..kwang3x).

It's okay..being a normal person is ok..raising my children and maintaining a marriage life would be my priorities..but i always want to do something i like. the first point to my big project is my master..the first step of business knowledge that i will acquire ( i hope i can benefit much from it..). lastly..i hope i can swim in my own swimming pool and indulge myself in my own reading room..what a blissful life

cheeky chicken feet

2007-12-19T16:39:00.000+08:00

chicken feet or kaki ayam(direct translation of berkaki ayam)...that is her signature...however, although i'm not a fan of elyana, after listening to her latest album 'jadi diriku', i'm impressed with this young lad..her voice is captivating and if i didn't know her, i would say she must be in 30's. with music arranged by aidit alfian such as kau atau aku and kalis rindu can jump to be hit songs..while the new arrangement of niat (now niat 2008) have bring her a step higher. she has power in delivering all the songs and definitely it fits her soul..(and mine too...). listening to her would make you feel back at the teen days in university at the time of no doubt, four non-blondes and the cardigans.

it's a worth listening and worth buying album, fresh as her image and cheeky at the same time. so kaki ayam pun..kaki ayam la..janji best!!!

towards a celebrity shape..

2007-12-05T14:11:00.000+08:00

with all the hectic life so far this week..i felt that life can never have its rejuvenation process unless we really the 'love your body' type..unfortunately..i'm not that consistent in taking care of my precious body...i'm fat again after managed to lose weight for 3 months from 76-60 kg. i blame myself for not maintaining my healthy lifestyle..i'm back to the 70 kg regime. what will be the most viable plan to keep you slim and healthy at the same time...eating disorder is my fav activity now..since i enjoy skipping lunch at 1 and then i crave for food at 3. that goes for my dinner too, i'm taking lunch at 11p.m or midnight instead of 8pm. i also take antioxidants at day and night but nothing comes out in the morning..something is wrong with the biological clock..going haywire.
on sunday...i discover a new (not that new to anybody) paradigm towards my sick healthy lifestyle...while waiting for dania's class at subang parade...my eyes stuck to the running athlete (in the mall?), not that athlete actually, but the enjoyment of being able to run in a mall without having to feel the hot sun and pollutions but still can sweat gracefully. right...i'm staring at a spacious sophisticated gym named 'celebrity fitness'..hubby and i approached a man named 'ivan' at the gym entrance and we just simply join him to visit each corner of the gym..after 30 minutes of explanation, we signed up (how simple...? am i doing the right thing?). both of us think positive inspite of a quite expensive fees..we need something to boost our energy as well as our relationship..if that's the way to enjoy life together..so be it!my interest of course will be yoga class and the latino dance.
trying to think if that is the lifestyle of modern decade..why not..after all, i need something to motivate my act...if i have paid for it then it should be used wisely...can i get the body of JLo or legs like Cameron Diaz...? that is a second matter..what most important is..can i satisfy my objectives to be there...

am no fashionista but fashion is just so tempting...

2007-11-30T11:14:00.000+08:00

craze of life...i wonder what cracks my life so far...it's fashion...i can't help buying fashion magazines everywhere i've been..it's just a matter of fulfilling a hungry and craving soul for famous designers' collection esp..lines of glamorous ladies accessories namely handbags, shoes..bracelet from the infamous names of coach, chanel, dior, ralph lauren, louis Vuitton, etc..ever since I read and watch Devil Wears Prada..fashion is not just walking on the runway..but it is a way to gain self confidence and other people's confidence on you..especially when you walk, people will turn and the self satisfaction will rise..

expensive...? eventually price will be the fear factor of middle class women like me...but there's only one thing u can't seem to avoid - posessing it..if only it can be bought at a reasonable price..what will be the feeling of wearing it??..all designers collection worth more than RM100, just imagine, a small prada clutch worth RM20,xxx..it's just so unbelievable..who will buy it..of course there are buyer to these 'more than meet the eye' labels..practically, you can wear it if you are brave enough to buy the so called 'replica' or layman terms 'duplicate' of the original..my friend always ask me,'are you really wearing LV...well I said, who cares bout it..what matter is..who's wearing it..if you're really confident with what you are wearing, people won't doubt you..just get the taste of holding a chanel or LV by your side..or walking with Gucci or Jimmy Choo shoes..replica or what...what the heck..?!

So girls and guys..don't be afraid to be the victims of fashion...you won't regret it..it's just how wise we are in making choices..if you are a personality with no go of replicas..buy ori..if not...replica..imitation..so be it..I'm not supporting pirates of intellectual property, but at least..i have the chance to feel how to be part of a top notch..excuse me..please don't label me ms replica..i still protect some areas in buying ori products for example skin care products and make up..and those lingeries..pls la..x kan semua nak tiruan kan..

however..i would like to describe..being part of fashion..is just so amazing!i keep hunting for bleecker leather patchwork COACH handbag (pic)..just wait n see

happy birthday deqma!

2007-11-22T10:18:00.000+08:00

today my second child, dhiya celebrates her 2nd birthday..this morning we sang her happy birthday song and she still in her baby mode..the only person that is so excited about birthday is dania and she requested me to buy mickey mouse birthday cake and presents...tonight we are going out to celebrate her birthday plus nasib baik gaji is in..I also thanked Allah for His blessings, I passed my PTK3 exam..so I can have a good leave in August next year...PTK4..later la.. this picture was taken a day after she came to this world..so serene..

epidemic of the year

2007-11-15T10:31:00.000+08:00

everything went wrong this week when I got my fever on Monday and I took mc for 2 'hell' days. I thought I was the only person being infected and on Tuesday my hubby complained that he got fever...last night dania and this morning, dhiya...nasib baik bibique is ok..O please jgn la ko sakit bibique..why i call it epidemic of the year b'coz everybody is sick in the house..so far this year it's just me who always fell sick..I guess I had spread the germs..today hubby wants us to spend a night at his mother's house...I hope nobody in the house will be infected...teringat pulak cerita kalau ada benda pelik2 jatuh ke bumi..pas tu mesti ada orang pakai topeng ngan baju putih2..mcm citer e.t. and blob..

my dania goes to playskool...

2007-11-12T08:53:00.000+08:00

last saturday was her fisrt day in tumble tots Subang Parade. Well, she was so excited about skool and didn't mind of not being accompanied. She always asks me about going to school and for the hundreth times, I managed to send her there. However, dhiya will join next year due to her 'natural talent' of having her own world and seldom listen to instructions. I feel day by day my babies are growing so fast and I miss their adorable and cute baby moves. This picture was taken when she was 1. She is so cheeky that I cannot believe she already in school...so, how bout new baby ha..papa?nah...2 years lagi ye..

audrey..ohhh...audrey

2007-11-09T11:55:00.000+08:00

dear guys...

please don't be pissed off with my new appearance...kenapa aku pilih audrey to represent me instead of alicia keys..i just think that audrey suits me better, well she has a rare beauty that captured the world..ye la kalau x, takkan org dok banding2 artis yg cantik dengan kecantikan audrey hepburn ni..amin, i'm sure u agree with me..just now i read make up tips mcm audrey..x payah la susah2 nk jd mcm dia..cukup la jujur dan yang penting sentiasa bersangka baik pada orang lain..that's the inner beauty yg sebenarnya akan mencantikkan wajah tu..jgn percaya pada pelakon cantik mcm rozita che wan yang berlakon watak antagonis dlm susuk..cantik tapi jahat...(no such thing jahat but beauty will prevail..). Caller pagi tadi pon ckp.."rozita..u x sesuai la watak maya tu..sbb dia jahat tp muka u sweet". So beauty comes from the heart eh..tgk audrey hepburn citer2 yg dia belakon mmg sesuai ngan dia cam sabrina, breakfast at tiffany..etc

from the bottom of my heart

2007-10-31T15:38:00.000+08:00

thank you everybody for spending some time at our house last saturday (27/11/2007). i knew that some of you had trouble to find my house (plus the pak guard's trivia questions..). I felt happy and satisfied that most of you were able to fulfill your empty stomach with my nasi lemak ayam berempah (catering by aina of cukai), my special laksa asam (i don't know what is the grading..?) and rendang ayam (import..). some repeated for 3 or 4 times (can't believe it..the same meal man...). anyway..i manged to distribute half of the meal to the guests and the other quarter to my mother in law and the neighbour and another quarter to the tong sampah..(too much or too little?)

Amin, thanks for the denim sling bag..although no 'Guess' I appreciate it and dah pakai pun..
Next year I will do rumah terbuka lagi..Although a small hut, I want to share happiness with you guys..I just love having friends around. My daughter so teruja with the lampu kelip2..at least my house nampak mcm raya mode...Friends please come whenever free..to those yang tak datang..please come next year..