Thursday, May 08, 2008

6ixthsense oh 6ixthsense


to those who witness this album still available in market, please inform me since i've been searching for it like a lost love..

the power of love..


MAK (mom)..is a three alphabet with huge meaning..yes..our mom..nothing in this world can ever replace them...the genuine, unconditional love and soothing yet healing all the hate and pain in life..i remember mak will never whining in front of us no matter how miserable she was..in fact she is the most 'sabar' and high endurance especially in tolerating our 'multi purpose' demands (when we were kids la..'). i remembered when i was about 4, our car almost flown us into the ravine just because i wanted ice cream so much that mom lost her control on that lucky car.


mak is a housewife and we are so lucky that she is taking care of 5 of us on her own hands and sweat..although she is now almost hit 70..she is still going strong besides having diabetes and a little bit of blood pressure. she is also still taking food orders from abah and prepare the meal herself with the assistance of bibique (terima kasih bik..senang sket mak aku..).


the special thing about my mak is that her doa always makbul..i remembered when i was in my university days..exams were the freak out thing in my life..so to heal all the consequences, my habit was i will call mak (thru the phone of course..) and begged her to pray for my success..and look mak what have i become...(he..he..).


so on this coming mother's day..i would like to say that i love you so much from the first day i was in your womb till the day i closed my eyes...you are so perfect to me that i wish i could be as good, noble, strong yet gentle mother. until today i still can't figure out on how do you keep your relationship with abah (43 years of marriage..wif all the ups and downs)..please pass me all your secret recipe..plus i think i got your cook talent (betul tak kak..aku memang boleh jadi cam mak kan..). ok mak above all, you are the wind beneath my wings..you are the light in the dark and the most important thing you are the hands of healer..i felt better everytime after talking to you..happy mother's day mak..i wish i could take you on the bestest holiday on earth..(but for the time being..flowers will do...

Friday, May 02, 2008

cruisin' thru the nature...









best gak...we were cruising post lunch @ mines...bibique ada mabuk laut katanya "saya teringat waktu di atas feri bu..". dania n dod podot were the happiest t'masuk la mama & pops..part yg best bagi ikan makan..ikan keli mmg feberet aku..tp bila tgk saiz dia (besar mashaAllah..!), x lalu nak makan..apa2 pon we enjoyed..pas ni ingat nk pg cuti2 mesia ah..kuching here we come..mintak mahap la yer photographer tu amatur..

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

hear ye..ladies


Got something to share...i read this in many beauty magazines and tried the products at the Gardens..several times..Benefit Cosmetics from San Francisco..just like the style, the packaging and if you are the so called "queen of faking"..this is the beauty parlour that you girls out there are looking for. recently, i managed to buy 'bad gal' smoldering black eyeliner..from the name i can tell how bad it made me..(i try the smoky eyes n mmg jadi ngan satu glide ajer..). rodney (the cute beautician) put some benetint on me..and suddenly a very healthy rosy cheek (yg menjadi idola gadis2 genit) appeared (mmg amazing..). i also tried the honey and almond scrub she gave me..mmg bersih and after that when you apply your make up..you will definitely stunning..kalah Cameron Diaz...banyak lagi product dia yang best2, but sorry to say..quite expensive..i've to order thru a friend in US..it is much cheaper there...attracted to the justine case and some kind a gorgeous..if u need to see more go to www.benefitcosmetics.com

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

BUSTED..!

hate to see it...the registered letter make my head gone haywire n spinning like 'corkscrew'..i was busted on 28th march 2008..i was penalised for running more than 80kph..(96 kph jer..not even 100)..maximum sentence rm300. quite sad b'coz mcm jatuh ditimpa tangga..dah la exam ari tu, demam plak tu n after a month..dpt surat saman..nasib2..

Monday, April 21, 2008

6 weeks of happiness..

laugh is the best medicine..that's right..the best memories are patched in our big yet adorable QA3 group..we learnt, laughed and the best part getting good tips b4 exams..being wif my loyal friends ana & kak aed, we journeyed thru the series of calculation and mind mapping exams (open book but still got to strategised!). plus there was fairuze (clowning throughout the 6 weeks)..

good news came in buzz, i finally confirmed my 48. with a taste of satisfaction, i may leave my office with good salary plus RM900 (he..he..thank u for supporting my ''live life to the fullest" campaign). and now back in office with a feeling of boredom and a lil bit of timid. as time goes by i'll try to get into shape and hit back the gear..can't wait for exciting moments to come, conscious or unconscious..

one thing that alwiz repeated in my mind..wishing on a holiday..i can't just have a start up & need a booster..papa, jom cuti2 mesia..

Monday, March 03, 2008

being sentimental..

lately, with this 30's era as what is now played by sinar fm...(sinar is for 30 and above)..sentimental songs keep company while i'm driving. but i barely listen to sinar as the station keeps playing the old unrustic sound of my school days songs..which goes round and round and i just hate being oldies. So i listen to hot fm..and this station really hit my nerves..the songs are sentimental to my heart..and here is the top chart for the songs that touch my soul :

1. sebelum cahaya - letto
2. ketulusan hati - anuar zain
3. bila nak saksi - spider
4. cinta dalam hati - ungu
5. seribu tahun - imran ajma'in
6. sampai syurga - faizal tahir
7. bukti - fiq
8. maafkan aku mencintai kekasihmu - rebecca
9. kenangan terindah - samsons
10. x bisa memilihmu - 6ixth sense
11.when you're gone - avril lavigne


these are my songs..minah jiwang huh..? to hubby..congrats on your ptk 3 results..4 by 4..apalagi blanje la..told yer mr genius!this week is the last week to work coz i'm going for my Quantitative Analysis class (sabo je la..blajar all the maths and stats), scientific culculator..hmm got to ask the lecturer to have an SC for dummies class.Ya Allah, can't believe i'm holding the file, walking in the classroom and all the paperworks...exams..better be dead.

Friday, February 15, 2008

no 69 soiree...


happy birthday to abah...my dad reaches 69 this year and we celebrated his birthday in Bayu Beach Resort Port Dickson on the 9th February 2008, day after his birthday. the soiree was fun, indeed all my siblings were there and all the 'loud speakers' nieces and nephews including my girls were the fun makers and my mother looked happy with all the havoc.


after such a long time not bathing in the sea, i was the one whom so terribly excited to splash myself in the evening hot sun..but it's worth it..we enjoyed ourselves so much and at night after blowing candles we cooked some food and older sis is the head chef for BBQ session (boleh la for the first time). however, i have to leave at night because hubby has to play golf next morning..i felt grateful that this kind of momento giving us the time to share our part of life with someone we love and truly i'm sure my father will remember these moments eventhough it is only for a short while. nowadays, we rarely spent our quality times with our parents because of other commitments. however, by remembering their important moments will make them happy and proud that we always keep a piece of them in our lives. i just can't think this momento one day would be erased from our lives as they fade away with time.


as we getting older (i can sense the age is eating me inside), i just keep thinking would our children and grand children able to spare us some time..i hope my children will know how to appreciate lives and people around them especially those who nurture them. just remember that we still have people around us who still need attention. we can't shut them from our lives.

Monday, February 04, 2008

splash!


last thursday was a big splash...both hubby and me took leave solely dedicated ourselves to our girls...u know when 'what a girl wants'..we went to sunway lagoon and enjoyed ourselves to big wave pool..my children just loved it..although it can't be a monthly event..the price (rm45 adult/30 child) worth it. actually that was my first encounter of the wet park..only been to the wild wild west section (dry park) twice. not bad..still some foreigners with voluptious body (terlebih spare tyre) able to show their nice bikinis.

anyway..rating is 8/10...those who need a change in a while and difficulties of finding a beach at a right time, can opt for Sunway Lagoon..and after that..shopping ma..talking about shopping, i had lose my purchasing power actually since last hari raya..too obsessed i guess..my credit cards are playing hard on me..i just have to put myself to be a good samaritan...eat, work n sleep (no shopping !). to hubby thanks for being so understanding and giving full cooperation, we love u so much!!this picture was taken as token of our memorable visit to Sunway Lagoon.

Monday, January 28, 2008

and the winner is.....enstranged...


strange...but it's true...estranged's top of 22nd Anugerah Juara Lagu yesterday...i never thought of that...i barely even listen to them when they were performing...however, as the theme is 'music magic'..and it's true..magic happened that night..fazli zainal whom i predicted would win this event, flopped. that also went for adorable cheeky couple misha and andy of flop poppy..

sahri...no doubt his talent...but the music itself with the help of Ramli MS team, mesmerizing enough to make this ears captured the magic! and bob, whom i expected ajai to perform the lost soul of faizal tahir's song, did his best as usual...but it's a little bit too late to catch the voters spirit. jac n lah...the best collaboration i've ever seen, brilliant duo..

anyway...congratulations to the winners...mawi..as usual his aura will take his fan head over heels to vote him..to others, well done, i think last night was the best juara lagu...keep it up!

Monday, December 31, 2007

welcome 2008, bubye 2007..

sweet n sour life of 2007..so what's new resolution for 2008, simple..just do whatever i think best for me and family..practically, i would slowly turn myself to a student and delegating all the hassles of work to my subordinates..talking about getting to 'u' again is making me half dead coz..the exams mania and all the assignments plus the case study..bla..bla..bla..luckily i'll do at local u, so susah2 pon kt negara sendiri la kan..

just to recap project accomplished and sites visited in year 2007..
1. went to san francisco for fta
2. went to karambunai nexus for fta (acc. by hubby)
3. went to siem reap, cambodia for fta (acc. by hubby)
4. went to colmar tropicale resort, bukit tinggi (family vac)
5. went to genting highlands theme park (family vac)
6. went to awana kijal, terengganu (3rd hm)
7. went to langkawi (family vac)
8. awarded hadiah latihan perkhidmatan by JPA
9. passed ptk 3
10. joined fitness centre

golden holidays soon 2008..

1.kuching
2.bali (4th hm)
3.kunming

tertakluk kepada kemampuan...

Friday, December 28, 2007

wannabes at 50...


try to think what will happen in the next 15-20 yrs, especially when u are at the 'golden age' (kalau hidup lagi la...insya Allah). At that time..the most obvious is the attack of wrinkles all over your face and for sure ladies...we are at stake..either we able to sustain or else..however, i hope time would not ahead of me...i have plannings for myself at the age of 50..but it's going to be a big top secret..only the chosen ones will know..i've fascination in life..where health and style would be my inspiration. I wish I could make people indulge in what I'm going to make..

Moreover, I'm planning for the future..where life can't just rely on our pencen..life's gonna be tough..i don't know how my kids will soon become..in a matter of time, age 50 is getting nearer..and the next morning come knocking at my door..going to be somebody..(kah3x..title datin, i always dreamt to be datin to dato' bandar..but that's my husband fate..i don't have any idea on his plannings..perhaps..he too have something in mind..tapi i ni mmg kuat berangan..kwang3x).

It's okay..being a normal person is ok..raising my children and maintaining a marriage life would be my priorities..but i always want to do something i like. the first point to my big project is my master..the first step of business knowledge that i will acquire ( i hope i can benefit much from it..). lastly..i hope i can swim in my own swimming pool and indulge myself in my own reading room..what a blissful life

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

cheeky chicken feet


chicken feet or kaki ayam(direct translation of berkaki ayam)...that is her signature...however, although i'm not a fan of elyana, after listening to her latest album 'jadi diriku', i'm impressed with this young lad..her voice is captivating and if i didn't know her, i would say she must be in 30's. with music arranged by aidit alfian such as kau atau aku and kalis rindu can jump to be hit songs..while the new arrangement of niat (now niat 2008) have bring her a step higher. she has power in delivering all the songs and definitely it fits her soul..(and mine too...). listening to her would make you feel back at the teen days in university at the time of no doubt, four non-blondes and the cardigans.

it's a worth listening and worth buying album, fresh as her image and cheeky at the same time. so kaki ayam pun..kaki ayam la..janji best!!!

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

towards a celebrity shape..

with all the hectic life so far this week..i felt that life can never have its rejuvenation process unless we really the 'love your body' type..unfortunately..i'm not that consistent in taking care of my precious body...i'm fat again after managed to lose weight for 3 months from 76-60 kg. i blame myself for not maintaining my healthy lifestyle..i'm back to the 70 kg regime. what will be the most viable plan to keep you slim and healthy at the same time...eating disorder is my fav activity now..since i enjoy skipping lunch at 1 and then i crave for food at 3. that goes for my dinner too, i'm taking lunch at 11p.m or midnight instead of 8pm. i also take antioxidants at day and night but nothing comes out in the morning..something is wrong with the biological clock..going haywire.
on sunday...i discover a new (not that new to anybody) paradigm towards my sick healthy lifestyle...while waiting for dania's class at subang parade...my eyes stuck to the running athlete (in the mall?), not that athlete actually, but the enjoyment of being able to run in a mall without having to feel the hot sun and pollutions but still can sweat gracefully. right...i'm staring at a spacious sophisticated gym named 'celebrity fitness'..hubby and i approached a man named 'ivan' at the gym entrance and we just simply join him to visit each corner of the gym..after 30 minutes of explanation, we signed up (how simple...? am i doing the right thing?). both of us think positive inspite of a quite expensive fees..we need something to boost our energy as well as our relationship..if that's the way to enjoy life together..so be it!my interest of course will be yoga class and the latino dance.
trying to think if that is the lifestyle of modern decade..why not..after all, i need something to motivate my act...if i have paid for it then it should be used wisely...can i get the body of JLo or legs like Cameron Diaz...? that is a second matter..what most important is..can i satisfy my objectives to be there...