aku dah jadi student..

yesterday, by taking the solemn oath..i'm now officially being declared as a student...again..
it was a very different feeling when i entered upm..it's just a campus life that i was longed to feel. being there i can see many students like me and even younger registering with multi facial expressions..as for me..ha..ha..ha..i don't know whether it's a pleasant or scared face. the first day i had been a blunder for putting wrong lecturers' name.
today i succeed in registering my courses...and on next tuesday is the first day of my student life...
it makes me nervous to hear all the expectations..well..with this much of knowledge(ciput one)..i doubt what i can give to the class. the lecturers seems not lecturing and this is bad...hope everything's gonna be ok. got to remember that i'm not an undergrad anymore...(where spoonfeed is my favourite)

my funniest home video..watch this!

terengganu..oh..terengganu

fascinated by nature...and the tranquil sorroundings...that's how i described our annual breakaway..this time being in awana kijal..the excitement showed in dania's and dhiya's faces..but the best of all is i had my holistic spa..which was soooo the relaxing, i wished being treated like that every month..(thank u suci for your miracle touch!)..after that we went to KT..down memory lane..passing my old school..i can still feel the heat of the sea breeze...then we stopped a while at batu burok..and had the chance to stroll at the beach, played with the sand and the most enjoyable flying the kite...(pic). there's no way i could find such a wonderful holiday despite of having bad flu and stomach ache...i just can't wait to come again...the nature is simply breathtaking..wish that i could spend longer time at the beach..lying at the beach chair and reading my favourite book...

yehuuuu...!

yesterday was really driving me crazy...i checked my name on upm portal (which was being advised by gsm staff to check the results for my mba first trimester intake after 2pm)..i tried the online results..carefully keying-in my ic..and the result..."dukacita..bla..bla..bla.." i almost scream for life and i sms ana told her that i was rejected..huhu..

ana called me and i realised that the result was not meant for us (lega...).gsm actually haven't upload the successful candidates in their portal..so last night..the moment of truth..ana called me and said.."tahniah..ur name is there.." i was like..."alhamdulillah.." so today is really a happy day for me..(boleh la aku announce secara rasmi akan meninggalkan ofis tercinta..sob..sob..). so it's just matter of days got to settle my problematic files..clear up the room..(which i guess not less than 6 big boxes..). definitely i will finished my annual leave which i have about 22 days..so life as student begins..talking bout campus life..definitely not fully coz i'll be staying at home..but still it will be a nice experience i'm looking forward.

lastly..yehuu..

venus rules...!

told ya...stacy or her real name stracie angie anam, 18, named as the af6 champion..i was satisfied as the first and second place are those who is highly expected..(in other way..prophecies are true..). however..i was a bit dissapointed to see nadia at the last place..she was so energetic and ready if compared to nubhan and toi..as what adlin aman ramli comment..af should have the level at least of nadia which is very interesting 2 see..but it's still a long journey for the five niche persona..congratulations to the winners.

but the best part was to see stacy performing 'atas nama cinta'...mesmerizing and captivating..amin...ur right bout the goosebumps..my mouth hang opens till the end of the song..she really did her best as what both ogy and ning said.."tak pernah menghampakan kami.."

buzz: who's the champion..?

af 6 season finale is just around the corner..and i have a warm feeling that history we'll be repeated..stacy's in my top list. even the af6 poll said so. she has everything in control plus that she has a well manner as a performer..the best performance i've seen her on stage was 'makhluk tuhan paling seksi'. she gave all out to the audience even though being criticised by the jury on her sexy act. riz is the next and nadia's the third..i like nubhan, but he's not consistent..the same goes too with toi. can't wait to hear riz sings '11 januari". wish them luck..so stacy...go girl!

tickle..tickle...!

saturday 17 may..

best giler..that was how i described my long weekend..on saturday the 4 power ladies (mak, maiza, mui and me) celebrated mother's day @ asiari sacc mall. all the gossipings and citer2 bout anak & all the sermons to mui..(sori ye mui..). at night pops and me mistakenly joined a concert (ha..ha..ha..padan muka kita kan papa..). pas tu..we lepak n makan2 @ lala seafood kg baru..which my fav kerabu kaki ayam n tomyam poktek (yummy) while watching af..after that we made our way DKNY (Danau Kota) and strolled sambil cuci mata until midnite..

sunday 18 may..

at 11 a.m.

papa, nia and me..went to mid valley to get movie tickets for tonite show..what movie?..of course the chronicles of narnia-prince caspian...(unfortunately i haven't finished the book so not much to complain). at 3 p.m. as usual we hit our health zone @ celebrity fitness and not forgetting BIG APPLE DONUTS..again! we had dinner@ kenny rogers and at 9p.m..back to mid valley to watch prince caspian..rating 8/10 (nasib baik the prince (ben barnes) cute).

monday 19 may..

at 12 p.m.

hubby wanted to try new adventure...yeah..we went to kenko@mid valley for fish spa..he..he..he..at first geli (ticklish) when all the small and medium fish gigit2 our legs (watch video..!) but after that it felt like small voltage current massaging your feet..the results..cleaner feet and soft as silk..(highly recommended to those who have hong kee's feet and banyak karat kat kaki..). of course we'll make this spa as our monthly routine..hubby wants to go again next week..after that we pusing2 @ mid valley and at 5p.m. we went back to balakong..what a nice weekend..!

Rebecca World >> My Video

Rebecca World >> My Video

greatest daughter...

feel like crying..that was my first impression when my eldest, dania handed me the self hand-crafted heart-shaped mother's day card..(pic). i was at the gym tired of doing crunches and suddenly i saw her pretty face walked towards me and gave me the card and hugged me while saying happy mother's day...suddenly i felt i'm the greatest mom on earth..i kissed her and told her i love her for being such a sweet girl..i will never forget this moment..i felt grateful to have such a daughter..it's true when action actually speaks louder than words..by hugging and telling your mom or anybody that you love them is a fruit to the soul. i felt very much appreciated..i guess that's how my mom felt when i hugged her yesterday and told her that i love her very much..isn't it great being a mom..and the best part..being the greatest daughter..

not dead yet...

* Playground school bell rings again * Rain clouds come to play again * Has no one told you she’s not breathing ?* Hello I’m your mind giving someone to talk to * Hello * If I smile and don’t believe * Soon I know I’ll wake from this dream * Don’t try to fix me I’m not broken * Hello I’m the lie living for you so you can hide * Don’t cry * Suddenly I know I’m not sleeping * Hello I’m still here * All that’s left of yesterday… HELLO-Evanescence

6ixthsense oh 6ixthsense

to those who witness this album still available in market, please inform me since i've been searching for it like a lost love..

the power of love..

MAK (mom)..is a three alphabet with huge meaning..yes..our mom..nothing in this world can ever replace them...the genuine, unconditional love and soothing yet healing all the hate and pain in life..i remember mak will never whining in front of us no matter how miserable she was..in fact she is the most 'sabar' and high endurance especially in tolerating our 'multi purpose' demands (when we were kids la..'). i remembered when i was about 4, our car almost flown us into the ravine just because i wanted ice cream so much that mom lost her control on that lucky car.

mak is a housewife and we are so lucky that she is taking care of 5 of us on her own hands and sweat..although she is now almost hit 70..she is still going strong besides having diabetes and a little bit of blood pressure. she is also still taking food orders from abah and prepare the meal herself with the assistance of bibique (terima kasih bik..senang sket mak aku..).

the special thing about my mak is that her doa always makbul..i remembered when i was in my university days..exams were the freak out thing in my life..so to heal all the consequences, my habit was i will call mak (thru the phone of course..) and begged her to pray for my success..and look mak what have i become...(he..he..).

so on this coming mother's day..i would like to say that i love you so much from the first day i was in your womb till the day i closed my eyes...you are so perfect to me that i wish i could be as good, noble, strong yet gentle mother. until today i still can't figure out on how do you keep your relationship with abah (43 years of marriage..wif all the ups and downs)..please pass me all your secret recipe..plus i think i got your cook talent (betul tak kak..aku memang boleh jadi cam mak kan..). ok mak above all, you are the wind beneath my wings..you are the light in the dark and the most important thing you are the hands of healer..i felt better everytime after talking to you..happy mother's day mak..i wish i could take you on the bestest holiday on earth..(but for the time being..flowers will do...

cruisin' thru the nature...

best gak...we were cruising post lunch @ mines...bibique ada mabuk laut katanya "saya teringat waktu di atas feri bu..". dania n dod podot were the happiest t'masuk la mama & pops..part yg best bagi ikan makan..ikan keli mmg feberet aku..tp bila tgk saiz dia (besar mashaAllah..!), x lalu nak makan..apa2 pon we enjoyed..pas ni ingat nk pg cuti2 mesia ah..kuching here we come..mintak mahap la yer photographer tu amatur..

hear ye..ladies

Got something to share...i read this in many beauty magazines and tried the products at the Gardens..several times..Benefit Cosmetics from San Francisco..just like the style, the packaging and if you are the so called "queen of faking"..this is the beauty parlour that you girls out there are looking for. recently, i managed to buy 'bad gal' smoldering black eyeliner..from the name i can tell how bad it made me..(i try the smoky eyes n mmg jadi ngan satu glide ajer..). rodney (the cute beautician) put some benetint on me..and suddenly a very healthy rosy cheek (yg menjadi idola gadis2 genit) appeared (mmg amazing..). i also tried the honey and almond scrub she gave me..mmg bersih and after that when you apply your make up..you will definitely stunning..kalah Cameron Diaz...banyak lagi product dia yang best2, but sorry to say..quite expensive..i've to order thru a friend in US..it is much cheaper there...attracted to the justine case and some kind a gorgeous..if u need to see more go to www.benefitcosmetics.com

BUSTED..!

hate to see it...the registered letter make my head gone haywire n spinning like 'corkscrew'..i was busted on 28th march 2008..i was penalised for running more than 80kph..(96 kph jer..not even 100)..maximum sentence rm300. quite sad b'coz mcm jatuh ditimpa tangga..dah la exam ari tu, demam plak tu n after a month..dpt surat saman..nasib2..