hi..just me catching up..how long ye i've been lost in time again. supposedly i'd be writing bout all the marginal changes in life but somehow i just load up a big gap coz my life is lil' bit tumbling up side down...oh pls dun say bibik's not around..what a lame excuse!
laziness, not the real excuse, it was actually me who so occupied with all the responsibilities (yo la tu..) from a wife to a mother to a student to a daughter to a sister to a friend to a whatever role i've to become. but i know i'm not the only one who having these roles..so i don't want to blow up the issue...it's just i'm getting too old..or probably this 'sickness' makes me pretty blur with life...i guess.
i just realize that time is not my best friend..not just lately but all the time..probably because i didn't manage it well, so it just drifts and leaves me for whatever reason...or maybe i didn't say hello to time or greet it well..it's like i don't appreciate it? never...time is always so precious it's just jealous of me and make me feel guilt everytime it passed away...
i guess i got to do something..but there's always something else in between...maybe time will come and give me the cooling off period which probably a comma (not that stroke coma) or a totally period, hope it's a comma..so that i could continue with this journey of life with my precious and watch 'em grow and listen to their grumbles, laughter and tears...Please Allah..let me walk with time hand in hand...as I grew older..Amin.
