december hot shots!

baby make over @ benefit cosmetics the gardens

luncheon @ chili's

syg papa...

d bwh pokok krismas @ gardens

muhai's holiday@ lina's wedding (who's in black?)

bakal biras aku..isn't she adorable (nani)
wif mak engku (mid) and mom in-law
her to him
him to her

sweet child o' mine part 2

hepi besday 2 podod.. sayang nenekku..peace

ni muka lawak adik.. kek aiskrim lagi....

on 23/11/2008 @ bangsar house...happy faces, delicious cake and as usual the song everybody can sing...how lucky 2 times celebration but this time no present just that pak ngah had purchased PS2..& aku plak yang main lebih2. anyway..i was so happy to see my children grinning faces..

sweet child o' mine..nur dhiya marissa

the gifts....

the cake...yum..yum..baskin again!

the people who loved her...

the future guitarist...got style no kiddin'

a horse rider...go equesterian!

My sweet baby turned 3 yesterday..she has grown up so fast that now i can still remember the white faced baby who accompanied me every morning to office (look how adorable she is..but actually she is so the lasak n lil' bit naughty). we call her 'adik' sometimes 'podod' in the house depending on how she behaves..what can i say bout my little baby..adik is so cute that when u watch her laugh u want to laugh and when u watch her angry u want to laugh and when she cried also u want to laugh..coz she has funny faces..HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY DOD..MAMA, PAPA & KAKAK NIA ALWAYS LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

monster's in da house

this is me...this is what kids are thinking of doing 2 me..

Eversince bibik's back to her kampung i developed into a half mutan-human due to the fact that patience has already reached the red alert..probably of not so familiar with the kids' behaviour and always taking my sweet time when bibik was around..and now..fighting with all emotional aspects..i sometimes turned into something that myself couldn't think of but what my ultra-kids labelled me "monster" i guess.

i wonder what happen to my nice looking sweet face and soft voice that now had been turned into a sour creature face with all the shrieking voices that hated to be heard..when my sense came back then only i realised how bad i'm to them..although that is the way i'm adapting to their ultra behaviour, i'm proud i can take care of them out of my own sweat..

dania & her 3 cakes

specially made 4 my lil' princess & the queen oh hearts (my mom la..they share the same day..10 september but different year of course!)

ni nenek bangsar yg bagi...

"happy besday 2 me...ampat tahun la..."

looks tempting outside...yummy BR!

dania has reached 4 this year..i just can't believe that my little baby has grown up so fast..able to walk, talk..and talk back..but that's the truth part bout human ecology..the survival of the fittest..i mean..i'm the one who's being tested a lot..

the story of her 3 cakes is not a fairy tale..in fact every year she has the tendency having more than one cake..which for the past 33 years..never..i repeat..never i got more than one. this is because of a simple theory of increasing returns which means more people who love you..want u to be happy..and when it's your birthday..u can have more than one cake..for the same ocassion.. (probably it works only on dania coz adik dod didn't get that previlages..for whatever reasons..)

the best cake was the Baskin Robbins ice cream cake which actually i promised her earlier..we just had a very simple celebration @ my house, just inviting my sis and her daughter and of course dominos pizza..the second celebration was @ klang with my mom reaching age 70 this year..and the third cake (doraemon) was from bangsar's family..

to dania..mama wished u happy birthday and i hope u will grow up like any other girls..no special treatment and be tough!

it's such a long time since...

"one scene in Organizational's Behaviour class"

hi...it feels a lil bit akward trying to write again..been lost in time ever since i was back-to-school again. hahaha...thought of having the best time of my life..and yet..i'm the busiest person on earth!

i'm trying to remember all the experiences in UIA which made me an iron (so-called) girl..though it was weak inside but pretending to be hard on the outside..i managed to develop my self 10 years younger in order to become the member of happy-go-lucky girls in the class which helped me a lot emotionally..and my routine outings to alamanda with my 2 inseparable buddies no.1 gossipers amin and ina (korang jgn marah ye aku label kita camtu..)

so far i'm coping with life, it's just that when bibik is not around (bukan lari tp balik kampung), i'm a lil bit unbalanced..my patience are being highly experimented..sometimes i would scream to dania for having a dumb fight with her..(sounds crazy..) which now i' m labeled as 'makcik' if i bebel a lot..makcik?can u believe that..kids nowadays are getting a big serious thing to parents..

but that is just part of the ongoing walk of life..i'm a big spender again..which reflects how depressed i'm sometimes (haha..alasan nak shopping..). my 2 favourite spots: cres and thai odyssey pampering my stress muscles and skin..lastly..hoping of doing changes to my long hair..nk mcm miley cirus punya rambut..but i'm still considering it as the cost is almost the same when i did my rebonding 3 years ago. yeah rite, i'm in the mid 30's crisis i guess..

i,m a manga addict..

don't know what's got in me...i'm a manga fan right now...it's a weird development of me who is in the 30s era..guess it's an image crisis...lately i've been hanging to channel 715 animax. from dr black jack to the teen goddess then emma, paradise kiss, jigoku shoujo and the hottest my most favourite "Curious Play". It sounds like a crazy thing..but i'm able to stay late at night just to wait for my favourite anime.

recently, i cried to one episode of curious play... unique thing about anime..it is almost alive like real human story, touching, funny and tragic at the same time..their love story is endless and need to say the manga creators have high imagination and great EQ! although some have negative effects, there are many others that suitable for general readings and viewing..

to my hubby..please understand, this not an influence of anybody..i'm just an impulse type of person, just like i love shopping and buying all the fashions magazine..it'll be over...but now..please bear with me

aku dah jadi student..

yesterday, by taking the solemn oath..i'm now officially being declared as a student...again..
it was a very different feeling when i entered upm..it's just a campus life that i was longed to feel. being there i can see many students like me and even younger registering with multi facial expressions..as for me..ha..ha..ha..i don't know whether it's a pleasant or scared face. the first day i had been a blunder for putting wrong lecturers' name.
today i succeed in registering my courses...and on next tuesday is the first day of my student life...
it makes me nervous to hear all the expectations..well..with this much of knowledge(ciput one)..i doubt what i can give to the class. the lecturers seems not lecturing and this is bad...hope everything's gonna be ok. got to remember that i'm not an undergrad anymore...(where spoonfeed is my favourite)

my funniest home video..watch this!

terengganu..oh..terengganu

fascinated by nature...and the tranquil sorroundings...that's how i described our annual breakaway..this time being in awana kijal..the excitement showed in dania's and dhiya's faces..but the best of all is i had my holistic spa..which was soooo the relaxing, i wished being treated like that every month..(thank u suci for your miracle touch!)..after that we went to KT..down memory lane..passing my old school..i can still feel the heat of the sea breeze...then we stopped a while at batu burok..and had the chance to stroll at the beach, played with the sand and the most enjoyable flying the kite...(pic). there's no way i could find such a wonderful holiday despite of having bad flu and stomach ache...i just can't wait to come again...the nature is simply breathtaking..wish that i could spend longer time at the beach..lying at the beach chair and reading my favourite book...

yehuuuu...!

yesterday was really driving me crazy...i checked my name on upm portal (which was being advised by gsm staff to check the results for my mba first trimester intake after 2pm)..i tried the online results..carefully keying-in my ic..and the result..."dukacita..bla..bla..bla.." i almost scream for life and i sms ana told her that i was rejected..huhu..

ana called me and i realised that the result was not meant for us (lega...).gsm actually haven't upload the successful candidates in their portal..so last night..the moment of truth..ana called me and said.."tahniah..ur name is there.." i was like..."alhamdulillah.." so today is really a happy day for me..(boleh la aku announce secara rasmi akan meninggalkan ofis tercinta..sob..sob..). so it's just matter of days got to settle my problematic files..clear up the room..(which i guess not less than 6 big boxes..). definitely i will finished my annual leave which i have about 22 days..so life as student begins..talking bout campus life..definitely not fully coz i'll be staying at home..but still it will be a nice experience i'm looking forward.

lastly..yehuu..

venus rules...!

told ya...stacy or her real name stracie angie anam, 18, named as the af6 champion..i was satisfied as the first and second place are those who is highly expected..(in other way..prophecies are true..). however..i was a bit dissapointed to see nadia at the last place..she was so energetic and ready if compared to nubhan and toi..as what adlin aman ramli comment..af should have the level at least of nadia which is very interesting 2 see..but it's still a long journey for the five niche persona..congratulations to the winners.

but the best part was to see stacy performing 'atas nama cinta'...mesmerizing and captivating..amin...ur right bout the goosebumps..my mouth hang opens till the end of the song..she really did her best as what both ogy and ning said.."tak pernah menghampakan kami.."

buzz: who's the champion..?

af 6 season finale is just around the corner..and i have a warm feeling that history we'll be repeated..stacy's in my top list. even the af6 poll said so. she has everything in control plus that she has a well manner as a performer..the best performance i've seen her on stage was 'makhluk tuhan paling seksi'. she gave all out to the audience even though being criticised by the jury on her sexy act. riz is the next and nadia's the third..i like nubhan, but he's not consistent..the same goes too with toi. can't wait to hear riz sings '11 januari". wish them luck..so stacy...go girl!

tickle..tickle...!

saturday 17 may..

best giler..that was how i described my long weekend..on saturday the 4 power ladies (mak, maiza, mui and me) celebrated mother's day @ asiari sacc mall. all the gossipings and citer2 bout anak & all the sermons to mui..(sori ye mui..). at night pops and me mistakenly joined a concert (ha..ha..ha..padan muka kita kan papa..). pas tu..we lepak n makan2 @ lala seafood kg baru..which my fav kerabu kaki ayam n tomyam poktek (yummy) while watching af..after that we made our way DKNY (Danau Kota) and strolled sambil cuci mata until midnite..

sunday 18 may..

at 11 a.m.

papa, nia and me..went to mid valley to get movie tickets for tonite show..what movie?..of course the chronicles of narnia-prince caspian...(unfortunately i haven't finished the book so not much to complain). at 3 p.m. as usual we hit our health zone @ celebrity fitness and not forgetting BIG APPLE DONUTS..again! we had dinner@ kenny rogers and at 9p.m..back to mid valley to watch prince caspian..rating 8/10 (nasib baik the prince (ben barnes) cute).

monday 19 may..

at 12 p.m.

hubby wanted to try new adventure...yeah..we went to kenko@mid valley for fish spa..he..he..he..at first geli (ticklish) when all the small and medium fish gigit2 our legs (watch video..!) but after that it felt like small voltage current massaging your feet..the results..cleaner feet and soft as silk..(highly recommended to those who have hong kee's feet and banyak karat kat kaki..). of course we'll make this spa as our monthly routine..hubby wants to go again next week..after that we pusing2 @ mid valley and at 5p.m. we went back to balakong..what a nice weekend..!

Rebecca World >> My Video

Rebecca World >> My Video

greatest daughter...

feel like crying..that was my first impression when my eldest, dania handed me the self hand-crafted heart-shaped mother's day card..(pic). i was at the gym tired of doing crunches and suddenly i saw her pretty face walked towards me and gave me the card and hugged me while saying happy mother's day...suddenly i felt i'm the greatest mom on earth..i kissed her and told her i love her for being such a sweet girl..i will never forget this moment..i felt grateful to have such a daughter..it's true when action actually speaks louder than words..by hugging and telling your mom or anybody that you love them is a fruit to the soul. i felt very much appreciated..i guess that's how my mom felt when i hugged her yesterday and told her that i love her very much..isn't it great being a mom..and the best part..being the greatest daughter..

not dead yet...

* Playground school bell rings again * Rain clouds come to play again * Has no one told you she’s not breathing ?* Hello I’m your mind giving someone to talk to * Hello * If I smile and don’t believe * Soon I know I’ll wake from this dream * Don’t try to fix me I’m not broken * Hello I’m the lie living for you so you can hide * Don’t cry * Suddenly I know I’m not sleeping * Hello I’m still here * All that’s left of yesterday… HELLO-Evanescence

6ixthsense oh 6ixthsense

to those who witness this album still available in market, please inform me since i've been searching for it like a lost love..

the power of love..

MAK (mom)..is a three alphabet with huge meaning..yes..our mom..nothing in this world can ever replace them...the genuine, unconditional love and soothing yet healing all the hate and pain in life..i remember mak will never whining in front of us no matter how miserable she was..in fact she is the most 'sabar' and high endurance especially in tolerating our 'multi purpose' demands (when we were kids la..'). i remembered when i was about 4, our car almost flown us into the ravine just because i wanted ice cream so much that mom lost her control on that lucky car.

mak is a housewife and we are so lucky that she is taking care of 5 of us on her own hands and sweat..although she is now almost hit 70..she is still going strong besides having diabetes and a little bit of blood pressure. she is also still taking food orders from abah and prepare the meal herself with the assistance of bibique (terima kasih bik..senang sket mak aku..).

the special thing about my mak is that her doa always makbul..i remembered when i was in my university days..exams were the freak out thing in my life..so to heal all the consequences, my habit was i will call mak (thru the phone of course..) and begged her to pray for my success..and look mak what have i become...(he..he..).

so on this coming mother's day..i would like to say that i love you so much from the first day i was in your womb till the day i closed my eyes...you are so perfect to me that i wish i could be as good, noble, strong yet gentle mother. until today i still can't figure out on how do you keep your relationship with abah (43 years of marriage..wif all the ups and downs)..please pass me all your secret recipe..plus i think i got your cook talent (betul tak kak..aku memang boleh jadi cam mak kan..). ok mak above all, you are the wind beneath my wings..you are the light in the dark and the most important thing you are the hands of healer..i felt better everytime after talking to you..happy mother's day mak..i wish i could take you on the bestest holiday on earth..(but for the time being..flowers will do...

cruisin' thru the nature...

best gak...we were cruising post lunch @ mines...bibique ada mabuk laut katanya "saya teringat waktu di atas feri bu..". dania n dod podot were the happiest t'masuk la mama & pops..part yg best bagi ikan makan..ikan keli mmg feberet aku..tp bila tgk saiz dia (besar mashaAllah..!), x lalu nak makan..apa2 pon we enjoyed..pas ni ingat nk pg cuti2 mesia ah..kuching here we come..mintak mahap la yer photographer tu amatur..

hear ye..ladies

Got something to share...i read this in many beauty magazines and tried the products at the Gardens..several times..Benefit Cosmetics from San Francisco..just like the style, the packaging and if you are the so called "queen of faking"..this is the beauty parlour that you girls out there are looking for. recently, i managed to buy 'bad gal' smoldering black eyeliner..from the name i can tell how bad it made me..(i try the smoky eyes n mmg jadi ngan satu glide ajer..). rodney (the cute beautician) put some benetint on me..and suddenly a very healthy rosy cheek (yg menjadi idola gadis2 genit) appeared (mmg amazing..). i also tried the honey and almond scrub she gave me..mmg bersih and after that when you apply your make up..you will definitely stunning..kalah Cameron Diaz...banyak lagi product dia yang best2, but sorry to say..quite expensive..i've to order thru a friend in US..it is much cheaper there...attracted to the justine case and some kind a gorgeous..if u need to see more go to www.benefitcosmetics.com

BUSTED..!

hate to see it...the registered letter make my head gone haywire n spinning like 'corkscrew'..i was busted on 28th march 2008..i was penalised for running more than 80kph..(96 kph jer..not even 100)..maximum sentence rm300. quite sad b'coz mcm jatuh ditimpa tangga..dah la exam ari tu, demam plak tu n after a month..dpt surat saman..nasib2..

YouTube - band6ixthsense's Channel

YouTube - band6ixthsense's Channel

6 weeks of happiness..

laugh is the best medicine..that's right..the best memories are patched in our big yet adorable QA3 group..we learnt, laughed and the best part getting good tips b4 exams..being wif my loyal friends ana & kak aed, we journeyed thru the series of calculation and mind mapping exams (open book but still got to strategised!). plus there was fairuze (clowning throughout the 6 weeks)..

good news came in buzz, i finally confirmed my 48. with a taste of satisfaction, i may leave my office with good salary plus RM900 (he..he..thank u for supporting my ''live life to the fullest" campaign). and now back in office with a feeling of boredom and a lil bit of timid. as time goes by i'll try to get into shape and hit back the gear..can't wait for exciting moments to come, conscious or unconscious..

one thing that alwiz repeated in my mind..wishing on a holiday..i can't just have a start up & need a booster..papa, jom cuti2 mesia..

being sentimental..

lately, with this 30's era as what is now played by sinar fm...(sinar is for 30 and above)..sentimental songs keep company while i'm driving. but i barely listen to sinar as the station keeps playing the old unrustic sound of my school days songs..which goes round and round and i just hate being oldies. So i listen to hot fm..and this station really hit my nerves..the songs are sentimental to my heart..and here is the top chart for the songs that touch my soul :

1. sebelum cahaya - letto
2. ketulusan hati - anuar zain
3. bila nak saksi - spider
4. cinta dalam hati - ungu
5. seribu tahun - imran ajma'in
6. sampai syurga - faizal tahir
7. bukti - fiq
8. maafkan aku mencintai kekasihmu - rebecca
9. kenangan terindah - samsons
10. x bisa memilihmu - 6ixth sense
11.when you're gone - avril lavigne


these are my songs..minah jiwang huh..? to hubby..congrats on your ptk 3 results..4 by 4..apalagi blanje la..told yer mr genius!this week is the last week to work coz i'm going for my Quantitative Analysis class (sabo je la..blajar all the maths and stats), scientific culculator..hmm got to ask the lecturer to have an SC for dummies class.Ya Allah, can't believe i'm holding the file, walking in the classroom and all the paperworks...exams..better be dead.

no 69 soiree...

happy birthday to abah...my dad reaches 69 this year and we celebrated his birthday in Bayu Beach Resort Port Dickson on the 9th February 2008, day after his birthday. the soiree was fun, indeed all my siblings were there and all the 'loud speakers' nieces and nephews including my girls were the fun makers and my mother looked happy with all the havoc.

after such a long time not bathing in the sea, i was the one whom so terribly excited to splash myself in the evening hot sun..but it's worth it..we enjoyed ourselves so much and at night after blowing candles we cooked some food and older sis is the head chef for BBQ session (boleh la for the first time). however, i have to leave at night because hubby has to play golf next morning..i felt grateful that this kind of momento giving us the time to share our part of life with someone we love and truly i'm sure my father will remember these moments eventhough it is only for a short while. nowadays, we rarely spent our quality times with our parents because of other commitments. however, by remembering their important moments will make them happy and proud that we always keep a piece of them in our lives. i just can't think this momento one day would be erased from our lives as they fade away with time.

as we getting older (i can sense the age is eating me inside), i just keep thinking would our children and grand children able to spare us some time..i hope my children will know how to appreciate lives and people around them especially those who nurture them. just remember that we still have people around us who still need attention. we can't shut them from our lives.

splash!

last thursday was a big splash...both hubby and me took leave solely dedicated ourselves to our girls...u know when 'what a girl wants'..we went to sunway lagoon and enjoyed ourselves to big wave pool..my children just loved it..although it can't be a monthly event..the price (rm45 adult/30 child) worth it. actually that was my first encounter of the wet park..only been to the wild wild west section (dry park) twice. not bad..still some foreigners with voluptious body (terlebih spare tyre) able to show their nice bikinis.

anyway..rating is 8/10...those who need a change in a while and difficulties of finding a beach at a right time, can opt for Sunway Lagoon..and after that..shopping ma..talking about shopping, i had lose my purchasing power actually since last hari raya..too obsessed i guess..my credit cards are playing hard on me..i just have to put myself to be a good samaritan...eat, work n sleep (no shopping !). to hubby thanks for being so understanding and giving full cooperation, we love u so much!!this picture was taken as token of our memorable visit to Sunway Lagoon.

and the winner is.....enstranged...

strange...but it's true...estranged's top of 22nd Anugerah Juara Lagu yesterday...i never thought of that...i barely even listen to them when they were performing...however, as the theme is 'music magic'..and it's true..magic happened that night..fazli zainal whom i predicted would win this event, flopped. that also went for adorable cheeky couple misha and andy of flop poppy..

sahri...no doubt his talent...but the music itself with the help of Ramli MS team, mesmerizing enough to make this ears captured the magic! and bob, whom i expected ajai to perform the lost soul of faizal tahir's song, did his best as usual...but it's a little bit too late to catch the voters spirit. jac n lah...the best collaboration i've ever seen, brilliant duo..

anyway...congratulations to the winners...mawi..as usual his aura will take his fan head over heels to vote him..to others, well done, i think last night was the best juara lagu...keep it up!