Wednesday, October 31, 2007

from the bottom of my heart

thank you everybody for spending some time at our house last saturday (27/11/2007). i knew that some of you had trouble to find my house (plus the pak guard's trivia questions..). I felt happy and satisfied that most of you were able to fulfill your empty stomach with my nasi lemak ayam berempah (catering by aina of cukai), my special laksa asam (i don't know what is the grading..?) and rendang ayam (import..). some repeated for 3 or 4 times (can't believe it..the same meal man...). anyway..i manged to distribute half of the meal to the guests and the other quarter to my mother in law and the neighbour and another quarter to the tong sampah..(too much or too little?)

Amin, thanks for the denim sling bag..although no 'Guess' I appreciate it and dah pakai pun..
Next year I will do rumah terbuka lagi..Although a small hut, I want to share happiness with you guys..I just love having friends around. My daughter so teruja with the lampu kelip2..at least my house nampak mcm raya mode...Friends please come whenever free..to those yang tak datang..please come next year..

Thursday, October 25, 2007

now and then....

nurin's brutal murder is still fresh in our mind...and now rekha, 10 year old pupil follow the same fate (hopefully not..). she was believed to be out alone to buy vcd (parents...please la learn from nurin...) and was not back home till midnight. his step father lodge police report and now the mother who is working during the incident is going crazy..if you look at both faces, they have similarities (mamak face..anak mami). poor girl..but parents..please 100x remember, don't let the predators caught our girls first. be alert. GIRLS are not meant to be alone! nurin's murderer is still at large probably laughing by seeing this traumatic news. please don't keep quiet and buat dono on this serious matter..dunia dah nak kiamat. take care of your posession with all your heart. never ever neglect it even one second..








happy birthday darling...


today...my sweet hubby is 32...last 2 days he kept calling me 'kak' but since 12 a.m, I declared that we are in the same boat...I managed to buy a present for him..(burberry summer..smells nice). This week and next are tough times for him as PTK3 is occupying his life...but I have no worries on him b'coz he is a smart man...in any aspects of life (kan papa...?). I wish you all the best in your PTK and hope you can pass the exam with flying colours (as usual..). The picture was taken during his golf tournament in NZ, so guess who is next to him (looks familiar huh?!..)
This morning, tingkat 7 cukai held a majlis sambutan hari raya. All sort of ketupat and rendang are there and I just ate a little bit here and there...my headache is annoying and now I feel like ...ok miss go back to work..my lazy and cozy hari raya fever is still around..Please la..malas go away..nanti makan gaji buta pulak...

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

my dearie friends...(excluding the cake etc..)






happy birthday to me...part 2


yesterday my wonderful friends, AJ, INA, AMIN & TAUFIQ bought me lunch at Secret Recipe Alamanda. I manged to 'pinjam' Amin's cake (Celebrity cake by Hannah T) and he put 3 candles which signify I am 3 yrs old (he..he..). We had great time there and later I bought the Hannah T cake for me & hubby.
Thank you guys...u light up my life...
Last night my sister came with a present...a very exclusive hand-made bracelet (actually it is made for her..). I cooked mi goreng and then my hubby and I blew candles on our Hannah T cake...
I bought a present for myself.. a book "Child of Darkness" by Virginia Andrews. It's been a long time I left Virginia Andrew's collection as well as Sidney Sheldon's. I love books with characters I can never imagined. I mean, people have a very creative mind and can let you feel the character. But some characters are so difficult that it needs you to understand them deeper...
So what is your favourite books and character ?

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

happy birthday to me...

it's my birthday again...but of course the year keeps increasing. I'm 32 and next 2 days my hubby follow suit. last nite i got my birthday present...a bracelet..from my sweet hubby..thank god he remembered my birthday without fail. my dania gave me a big present too, her stomach contents and a painful scream (papa buat jari dia tersepit...). anyway, tq guys...great gifts..

Also I would like to thank my loyal officer, Sharmila for the 'glamourous' shawl she gave me. I definitely will wear it...think to buy a suitable dress to match it..

Anyway, this year will always be like any other year...i'm getting tua (or wiser?), trying to keep my focus on family and work..

This morning I got nice surprise from my sweet and dedicated assistants...flower in a pot (sorry can't view pic)..thanks sharm & aiena..so sweet of you..(feel like crying)..and then my gorgeous friend Amin walked in (in style..as usual..) with a present (a japanese cloth..like the one u find at the entrance of sushi restaurant..). And then my 'kamcing' friend AJ, would like to buy lunch only for ME..(the others who follow have to pay on ur own...). I never had so much surprises in life like today...Alhamdulillah..

My sister Maiza also wished me today..Thanks..at least ko ingat birthday aku..

Yesterday, when I walked to my car, I just simply said to myself, it's ok if nobody says anything on my birthday...probably I am already old enough to accept any surprises..but today..it's just the opposite..so guys, better hope for the worst..

Monday, October 22, 2007

the sign

water...indicates who scorpions is...the passionate lover, agressive and courageous..i married a scorpio and according to the compatability signs excerpts...

"When two Scorpions make a love match, it is a fierce tempest of intense passion. Both are obsessed with one another, and they move forward in love, sex and romance at an accelerated -- some would say foolish -- way. Personal relations are positively steamy but, to the equal and opposite extreme, disputes will also be frenetically powerful. This relationship could go either way: It will either be the most wonderful thing in the world or a destruction of both involved.
The romantic merger of two sexy Scorpions can bring out the best in both love mates; each will use their intense emotional and intuitive natures to love their partner very deeply. Resolve and passion will keep these two together. The most powerful and threatening external forces will have a difficult time intruding on the happiness of a truly committed Scorpio couple. If they can wrangle their ardent energies, this power pair can set off fireworks
."

How true is true...

too good to be true....

Assalamualaikum....

I always longed to pen few words since I left this hobby almost a decade...

the only difference is that, this time, my thoughts can read and reached by everybody...which means..i'll be sharing the dark secrets of me...till i found the light that brought me up to where I am..BUT please don't think that I have perfect life...the pain is always there...

I am a dreamer eversince I was a child...never thought of having such complicated life (as what is now). I still remember I want to become a princess (and acting like one..), pretending to be beautiful and sweet, I like to dance (especially ballet although I never attend any ballet class), talking alone (most kids do this). As life goes on..and I moved from punky brewster era(remember this cartoon?) to a (freak?..) . No idea of what is happening to myself, i just follow the flow, trying to find my own personality (with no destiny). Funny to think how my evolution stage taken place each day with one day 'I want to be superb' and the next day 'back-to-normal'.

Is that normal?..I don't know if any of you out there facing the same experience...i collected a lot of bitter memories, which supposedly be left behind and gone with wind. The memories are like curse and poison to my soul, I wish I could remove it, but the harder I try, the worst it becomes. I am a self-healer, I'll swallow the pain and cure my soul at the same time (sounds like myth huh?). But I don't want my blog becomes a limbo to your lost souls..let this blog let u share your dark secrets as well so that we can hear each other deeply. The place that can never be reached can now be heard, seen and most important...be touched.

By sharing and learning each others experience and crazy moments (please don't be shy..), we are actually surfacing our true personality and can mirror each other of mistakes that we have and will be done. Let us learn a good lesson to make a better self for the people around us..I thought I was better than anyone else..but HELL NO! I am a serial offender in the circle of life..I wonder how could that happen eventhough you been caught all the time..